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11 July 2010 @ 12:50 am
Words With Fabrications  
Title: Words With Fabrications
Pairing: Sakumiya, Sakumoto
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Sho and Nino have a special relationship even though Sho’s supposedly with Matsumoto.
Disclaimer: Don’t know/own the mentioned characters. None of this ever happened hence the word fiction in fan fiction.
A/N: Curse you all4cyanide lol. I thought your post was good enough to write a fic out of and then you challenged us so…here I/you go (>^_^)>

It started out innocent enough; small glances here and there to shy touches. He remembered how small Matsumoto felt against him, when he pulled his friend back onto the sidewalk when a car sped right by them. He figured the younger man’s rapid heartbeat was because of the shock, but little did he know it was because his body to pressed flushed against Sho’s.

“Th-thanks,” Sho remembered Jun’s small voice squeaked before pulling away. Things progressed from that moment on the more the two hung out. From their small dates at amusement parks to the movies soon became the norm for the two. That was until Sho decided the clenching he feels in his stomach was more that just excitement, it was more along the lines of love. He remembers their first sleepover and how nervous he was laying on the floor in the futon next to Jun’s bed. The room was unbelievably quiet yet neither of them were sleeping.

Sho sat up and decided enough was enough; he would make his move. Slowly he got up from the floor and looked down at Jun who was laying on his side, his back facing him. He heard the sharp in take of breath from the younger man when he slipped underneath the covers with him and draped his arm across his stomach.

“Sho?” Jun whispered.


Jun didn’t say anything, he simply moved back into Sho’s arm fitting himself perfectly against the older man. It was from there did they start their relationship.

Cut to several years later and Jun and Sho still were the same. They went on small dates and slept over each other’s houses, yet this time things were different. They were older, no longer the shy and innocent teens that they had been before. They were men, men with needs.

Sho was laying in bed when Jun crawled on top of him and kissed him. It was a mixture of desperate and passionate, yet he didn’t care cause he felt just the same. Jun’s hips ground softly into Sho’s making the older singer gasp in the kiss. Their clothes were soon discarded leaving both men naked, using each other’s bodies as cover.

“H-how do you want it?” Jun asked nervously. Even though they knew what to do, they didn’t know who was going to top. Sho blushed and bit his lip wondering if he really wanted to take a dick up the ass.

“Um, I’ll top…” he said rubbing Jun’s hips. Nodding, the younger man reached in the drawers for the lube and condoms. Both men were quiet during the whole act. The only sounds emitted were from Jun when he whined at being penetrated and Sho’s shaky breathing. After they both climaxed, they held each other wondering why there was an awkwardness in the air.

“Maybe I should’ve topped,” Jun murmured causing Sho to laugh a little.

More time had passed by and things were going great for the two, but Sho always felt like something was missing in him. That he wasn’t completely fulfilled in his relationship.

Of course he wouldn’t dare mention this to Jun for he knew it would cause a huge fight, something he really didn’t want to do with the other man. Sho wondered how many times would he say he loves him and feel empty. How many times will they sleep together and hold each other only to want more?

It wasn’t until he was in his room looking at old photos he took with his friends did he realize what--more like who-- was missing in his life. Ninomiya.

Nino was there when Sho and Jun announced their relationship. Everyone cheered for them, but his was more reserved. He congratulated them the way only he would which was to make a snarky remark. Jun slapped his head and that was that. Nino’s eyes followed Sho that day and everyday, much like he always did in the past.

He remembered the days he and Sho used to hang out together, neither really caring what they were doing. It was simple; they played games, watched movies, and played more games. Nothing out of the ordinary. But Nino knew something was different within himself when he felt jealousy rising when Sho would tell him he was going to be with Jun on a certain day. He knew it wasn’t just because he lost his playmate, it was because he was losing Sho to another.

When he and Sho were together it was as if time stood still and the only one’s around were them. He felt like nothing mattered and as many cliché’s he could think of that’s what it felt like. It was then did he make his move, the small innocent kiss that could’ve been translated as friends being silly. Nino figured Sho would laugh it off and call him an idiot, he wasn’t expecting Sho to come to his place and kiss him back.

The time they shared their first of many kisses Sho wasn’t with Jun, yet he knew things were happening between the two. He saw the small marks on each other’s necks and chest that would be photoshopped or covered with makeup. But even though he was aware of Sho and Jun getting more and more serious, what he had with Sho was deeper.

Nino cried that night he found out about Sho and Jun, but his tears were kissed away. Sho didn’t give him words of comfort or love. He simply kissed him and Nino felt better, even if he knew it would have dire consequences if they were ever found out. That same night was the night Sho took Nino. It was the night the gamer allowed him into his body just like he did his heart.

Unlike his time with Matsumoto, Sho didn’t feel awkward, in fact it felt right. The way Nino’s hands grabbed his arms as he braced himself for entry. The soft moans coming from his small lips and his brown eyes closing tightly when he felt his orgasm approaching. All this was etched in Sho’s mind, much like it was in Nino’s.

After they slept together, Nino held Sho close to him when the older man cried. He knew what the tears were for and strangely felt no regret, only jealousy. Just like he felt in his junior years, the same jealousy that caused him to loathe Matsumoto.

“I’m sorry,” Sho whispered against Nino’s chest.

“It’s okay,” he whispered back stroking his hair. He believed this was going to be the last time they were going to be together like this. Or so he thought.

Months after the incident Sho still saw him and their more-than-friends activities were hidden behind doors, walls, and corners. When Sho kissed him, it was always in the dark where no one could find them. When Sho moaned Nino’s name it was always in the showers after everyone had left. Nino didn’t care for their secret touches and forbidden moans. As long as he got to be with Sho and see him at his most uninhibited that was all that mattered.

Their affair lasted longer than both were really expected, even when they were almost caught by Aiba and Jun himself, they still shared their intimate moments. Blinded by his own feelings for the man, Nino didn’t see how much his actions were affecting Sho. The rapper would go home after another night of sex and cry when he’d see Jun sleeping peacefully in bed. He was tormented by the love he felt for both men, unsure of which to go through with.

What he had with Jun went back to when they were juniors, his own feelings were tapped into. He felt mentally and physically attracted to Jun. However, what he has with Nino felt more emotional even though it seems as if it was only physical. He felt as if he could do and say anything with Nino and it wouldn’t cause a riff in their supposed relationship. He loved them both, but he felt it was time he finally picked a side.

Sho kissed Jun’s cheek down to his neck taking his smooth skin in between his teeth. Jun gasped, his hand stilling on their erections. “Keep going,” Sho murmured against his skin. The younger man smirked and pulled back to remove his boxers properly. They were in such a rush to have sex, their clothes were merely pushed aside rather than taken off.

Jun was soon behind Sho slipping in his lubed fingers in and out the trained hole. Sho mewled the faster the digits went in and out of him, making his erect cock leak more precum. “Fuck me already,” he whined, pushing back against his lover’s fingers.

Laughing at the man’s impatient behavior, Jun shoved his whole length in without warning. Sho’s body trembled and a long moan escaped his lips. They set their usual pace; fast and rough. The rapper’s limits were always tested when they fucked as Jun loved to grab his hair or bite him; mark him. He never minded how rough the man would get because he felt like he deserved it. For the many years he’s cheated on him with their gaming group mate, he felt he was entitled to everything that came at him.

Jun flipped their positions and spread Sho’s legs wide before spitting on the gaping hole and shoving himself in again. Sho’s back arched when his prostate was hit directly. Jun didn’t let up from the area and beat into him watching the older man cry out in pain as well as pleasure. “You’re gonna come?” he asked the man.

“Yeah,” he whimpered stroking himself. Matsumoto took his hands, keeping them above his head.

“Come without touching yourself,” he ordered sadistically, watching Sho’s face contort in disagreement. He reached for his discarded tie and bound Sho’s hands to the bed post. With his body completely under Jun’s will, Sho felt himself getting ready to come.

His punishment lasted for 30 more minutes before he came on his stomach and pelvis. Jun came soon after, kissing his boyfriend’s parted lips. When they got back their breaths, Matsumoto untied him and cleaned him up. They slept afterwards with Jun holding him in his arms tightly. It was then did Sho realize the one whom he had to choose.

Sho called Nino the next day asking to see him. The two hadn’t seen each other much, only when they had something Arashi related. Later that day Sho was at Nino’s, hurt by what he was going to have to tell him. “Ninomiya, we need to stop this.” It was stated clearly and firmly.

“Why now? It’s been 4 years and it’s now you want to stop?”

“It’s because it has been 4 years that I need this to stop.”

The gamer was quiet, he only looked away, holding back his tears. “Why him? Why not me?”

“I love him.”

“But not me? How many nights have you whispered that to me and not mean it?”

“I love you too, but-”

“You love him more?” Nino cut in turning around to look at Sho. Both men’s eyes brimming with tears.

“I love you both, just differently. What I feel for you isn’t what I feel for Jun,” Sho said in a pleading voice, taking hold of Nino’s small hands.

“Do you regret this? Everything that we’ve done?”

“Not one bit.”

Nino smirked and kissed the rapper's cheek. His tears finally spilling down. “I love you,” Nino whimpered in his ear. Sho nodded, unable to say those words anymore. They pulled back and stared at each other before the older man got ready to walk out, but was stopped. The gamer grabbed him down by the back of his neck and landed a kiss on his lips. It was short, yet it was enough for the both of them. “One last time,” Nino said against the soft and plump lips.

Nodding, Sho picked the thinner man up bridal style and brought him to his room. Clothes were in heaps on the floor and lips were fused together. Nino stared lovingly at Sho who was pushing himself slowly inside of him. He searched for his hand, clasping it tightly, never wanting to let go. Sho moaned Nino’s name as the thinner man clenched around him.

Sho pulled the man up so he was sitting in his lap and kissed him gently. Their bodies stilled as they let their tongues dart around each other. They broke apart when Sho felt Nino’s tears hit his cheek. He buried his face in his neck and continued thrusting until Nino let out a strangled gasp, indicating his release. As his cum squirted on both their stomachs, Sho released inside him. Sharing one last kiss, Sho pulled out and laid him back onto the bed. Nino stared at the rapper as he wiped their stomachs down, smirking at his look of concentration.

“I hope you are happy with him,” Nino said softly. Sho’s eyes went to his before nodding. After cleaning up, Sho left, leaving the man to cry silently into his pillow.

Months later and everything turned back to normal. Nino didn’t show any signs of being hurt and Sho and Jun’s relationship was going strong. Sho never told the gamer directly why he wasn’t picked. He chose Jun because he couldn't bear to put Nino through anymore pain, but the thinner man already knew this because he knows he has Sho’s heart just like he has his.

Current Music: oh! enka - kanjani8
hinamoyashi27hinamoyashi27 on July 11th, 2010 05:12 am (UTC)
Ah!! So bittersweet! ;A;
I-I dunno what to say. Ugh both are my OTP and my heart aches for them. Asdfghjkl gah! Nino, NINO I LOVE YOU. The last paragraph is just <3

(Sorry I know my comment doesn't make any sense)

thanks for sharing! I'll just go cry in the corner now. ;A;
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2010 11:28 am (UTC)
lol yeah it was bittersweet and maybe angsty.

dont worry i totally understood you tho

thanks for reading

Sasa: hmm Shoaoiclover on July 11th, 2010 05:12 am (UTC)
Sasa: Nino TBFaoiclover on July 11th, 2010 05:28 am (UTC)
I thought i was first, well its doesn't matter..

This story is... Mmm.. How should i say this?
Kanashii hodo kirei da ne..

Thanks for sharing ^^
(no subject) - cry1baby on July 11th, 2010 11:34 am (UTC) (Expand)
sherrifjokesherrifjoke on July 11th, 2010 05:56 am (UTC)
oh this was so sad...beautifully done though seriously!
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2010 11:35 am (UTC)
aw thanks, its completely different from my usual writing style too >_<

grutendongrutendon on July 11th, 2010 06:55 am (UTC)
I was so happy to see that the picspam was in a fic. But it's so sad. I'm still happy because sakumiya and sakumoto are my favorites. I wish.it was an ot3!
Anyway, sad or not, ot3 or not, it was well written and easy to read. So thanks!
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2010 11:39 am (UTC)
haha the picspam story line was like that in my mind.


and thanks for reading it ^^

batrisya_85batrisya_85 on July 11th, 2010 08:49 am (UTC)
i just LOVE the ending~ T.T

soo beautiful.. thanks!
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2010 11:40 am (UTC)
thanks hun~

thanks for reading too

xxxhikari: soatxxxhikari on July 11th, 2010 08:51 am (UTC)
I really like this~
it's simply adorable <3 thank you ^^
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2010 11:41 am (UTC)
^^ thank you

thanks for reading it

dorayaki_chandorayaki_chan on July 11th, 2010 10:50 am (UTC)
Yaaaaaaw love it a loooot just love this kind of painfully stinging fic ha ha ha I am such masochist reader X)
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2010 11:42 am (UTC)
haha or would that make you a sadistic one cause you love to read other's pain...

thanks for reading

bintang_bumibintang_bumi on July 11th, 2010 11:53 am (UTC)
Humm.. Bittersweet..

Sakumiya just going to keep it in their heart. But it means Nino will always be special, ne? Nino is a legend in Sho's heart. And who can beat a legend?
(Truly Sakumiya shipper here XD ).
Overall, this fic is so sweet..
Thank you for sharing..
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2010 12:03 pm (UTC)
Haha, but the underlining pairing was Sakumiya after all

thanks hun and thanks for reading
yamashoyamasho on July 11th, 2010 01:41 pm (UTC)
oh i feel hurt
why they can be together
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2010 02:58 pm (UTC)
haha cuz thats how the picspam went

thanks for reading

trece_13trece_13 on July 11th, 2010 02:31 pm (UTC)
omg, I want to cry T.T
This is really beautiful!

To think this just came from a picspam, this is really awesome!!! <3
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2010 02:58 pm (UTC)
aw thanks hun

i know right lol

thanks once again

Moriah: Arashi- Sakumiya Holding Handsall4cyanide on July 11th, 2010 02:37 pm (UTC)
;__; If I weren't already married to Pengu, I'd so offer my love to you. XD Don't tell her I said that.

Oh my. I never ever thought it'd be like this. WAH. I don't even like Sakumoto, especially when it gets in the way of my Sakumiya, but damn. I lead you down this path and it was lovely. I truly adore this. In fact, I'm copy/pasting and keeping it forever.

This was different than your usual fare and I loved to see that you could write this way as well. ♥

I'm going to pimp this on the comm btw. ^^
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2010 02:57 pm (UTC)
haha my lips are sealed.

^_^ thanks, yeah it was different from how i usually write.

Haha by all means, since i did write it for you technically

pnutbutterkelly: 嵐-Chibi Sakumotopnutbutterkelly on July 11th, 2010 04:40 pm (UTC)
This was really excellent. It is very Sho to lead with his mind and not with his heart. Great work!
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2010 04:59 pm (UTC)

and thanks for reading

pilkul_calpicopilkul_calpico on July 11th, 2010 07:16 pm (UTC)
OMFG! That was Aamzing. I feel like a loser for finding this soo late! lol

A part of me feels sooo bad for Nino, as it did in the beginning but somehow I understand Sho's choice completely. They story is tragic and yet soooo sweet in it's way. Bittersweet. The desperation in Sho and Nino through everything is just overflowing. you can feel it!

~much luv
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2010 07:56 pm (UTC)
haha thanks~!

You're no loser, i posted it last night/early this morning so its still pretty recent.

thanks for reading it!

Yukichan: Sho oh yesyukichan_tb on July 11th, 2010 07:39 pm (UTC)
Awwww :3
I wasn't expecting something from you since you had posted the last chapter not much time ago :O
What a pleasant surprise! ;)

I loved this one, even though it was bittersweet... but Sho being indecisive between Jun and Nino is really a nice plot :3
I liked it very much!! Thanks for sharing!! ^o^
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2010 07:50 pm (UTC)
i know right, but a challenge came up and i felt i had to do it lol. But glad to know you liked it ^_^

thanks for reading (plot credits to all4cyanide lol)

Ayameiupdarlin on July 11th, 2010 08:27 pm (UTC)
Like others already said, that was really bittersweet T^T I'm a die-hard Sakumoto shipper, but you made me feel bad for Nino!

Good work, and thank you for sharing ^^
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2010 08:45 pm (UTC)
haha thanks~!

and thanks for reading it