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26 November 2010 @ 02:27 pm
Well Since It Wasnt Used !!!!!  
Title: Restless
Rating: R
Pairing: Ohno solo, slight Yamapair
Summary: I was an insomniac, he was my sleeping pill.
Disclaimer: I am not nor do I know any of the mentioned characters in this work of fiction.
A/N: A fic I wrote for Ohno's Birthday. Might write another on since the night is still young.

I laid in bed, staring at my moonlit ceiling wondering how many hours of sleep I’ll lose this time. Yesterday I only slept four hours and the day before that I slept for three. My body was getting tired of tossing and turning on the creaking bed, unable to do anything but hope that sleep will come. Finally, I stood up and paced my room like a madman.

My inability to sleep started a few months back with the stress I was going through with work and my relationship. Literally everyday I would go to work only to be berated by my boss for doing something wrong, which I swear it’s someone fucking with me. Then I would come home to my ex only for him to be busy with his own affairs that he would barely notice me. I guess my mind finally couldn’t take much of it and now I’m dealing with the consequences.

I stopped pacing back and forth when I still felt agitated and I crouched down, hugging my knees to my chest. I only wanted to sleep, but I think something was terribly wrong with me. It was as if every time I closed my eyes, my body would reject the peaceful feeling and wake me up abruptly. Nearly all of my friends have tried to come up with remedies and all failed. Eventually, I resorted to masturbating just so I could get a decent amount of sleep. There was nothing more sad and lonely than a man having to jerk off. Granted it feels good, the end result was always the same: you laying there, covered in your own cum, and feeling guilty--if not--dirty on the inside. I looked over at my laptop and wondered if I should try to rub one out.

Cut to several minutes later and there I was, on my bed, stroking my length desperately as my eyes focused on the screen before me. I bit my lip when the camera angle changed, allowing me to see the actor get plowed by the bigger man. A soft cry left my lips, a sound I’d been too embarrassed to let out in public. I pumped my fist faster, squeezing it harder, before white globs squirted on my stomach. My body twitched and slowly I unwrapped my soiled hand from my slowly softening erection.

The video kept playing and I stared at the actor’s face. He was a beautiful man and was always my favorite porn star to look up whenever it came down to this. His thin yet toned body, his big eyes that make a perfect crescent shape when they smiled, his full lips that seem to get fuller after sucking the other actor off, and of course the soft moans and groans he lets out whenever he gets fucked --all these were the traits that made me want him, the traits that made it so easy for me to come.

I grabbed a nearby shirt and wiped myself down before closing the comp and turning over to sleep. Though, I know this remedy would only be temporary, it was the only thing keeping me from going completely insane with my insomnia.
Current Mood: pissed offpissed off
Moriah: Arashi- Yama Pair Cuteall4cyanide on November 26th, 2010 07:45 pm (UTC)
SHIT. That was hot and pretty funny too. Guys do sleep better after a release. XDD

As for if you wrote more of this, I'd totally read it. Ohno x porn star!Sho is TOTALLY HOT. Sho as a porn star is so easy to visualize. Damn that's hot. x.x
Moriahall4cyanide on November 26th, 2010 07:46 pm (UTC)
FIRST! YAY!!! ^_________________^
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milla_kunmilla_kun on November 26th, 2010 09:19 pm (UTC)
OMFG... this was hot.

at the beginning i was kind of sad.. poor ohno his life was kind of a mess and he couldnt even sleep well..

omg i want him to meet that juicy red lips porn star so bad..<3<3 he deserves it xD

love it hun!!!
cry1babycry1baby on November 26th, 2010 11:01 pm (UTC)
Haha thanks

thanks for reading bb

Talilivelovespeak37 on November 26th, 2010 09:30 pm (UTC)
gahhhhh <333
cry1babycry1baby on November 26th, 2010 11:05 pm (UTC)
haha thanks for reading hun~

mmt ♥ just that...: Sakuraiusermmt on November 26th, 2010 09:39 pm (UTC)
OMG sexy-porn-star sho!? and horny ohno? *fantasy complete* XD

yes please write more about oh-chan its so cool seing you write yamapair

cry1babycry1baby on November 26th, 2010 11:09 pm (UTC)
Haha XD

Mm, i actually been planning to write Yamapair months and months ago, but i never found the right idea.

but just so you know i will be writing more about them ^^

yuui1010yuui1010 on November 27th, 2010 12:20 am (UTC)
I need ohno to meet the porn star XD
Will there be a sequel for this?
And thank you <33
cry1babycry1baby on November 27th, 2010 12:46 am (UTC)
No there will not be a sequel.
But thanks for reading

jellybean6972: Haatobiitojellybean6972 on November 27th, 2010 12:54 am (UTC)
That was good~ :)
Poor Ohno! He needs some!
Someone give him some, please! XD
Pornstar!Sho, oh yea~ lol!
I'm such a dork :p
cry1babycry1baby on November 27th, 2010 02:23 am (UTC)
Thanks ^^
Mm, he does XD
Haha we're all dorks here

agnes_yunitaagnes_yunita on November 27th, 2010 01:36 am (UTC)
Fufufufu jacking of as temporary sleep remedy....
Thank u and have a good day
cry1babycry1baby on November 27th, 2010 02:24 am (UTC)
haha but it works XD
same to you bb

Biancaxteencrazii143 on November 27th, 2010 05:59 am (UTC)
why wazzup?!
lol, that was totally hot!
wish they would meet in person~
cry1babycry1baby on November 27th, 2010 06:24 am (UTC)
haha XD
mm, maybe it'd help him out even more

某Asaasaphira_sachi on November 27th, 2010 08:11 am (UTC)
That was hot 8D~~ And I love how no names were mentioned, yet after the description toward the end, it's clear as day who's who (that is, I didn't read it was "Ohno solo" until after reading the fic). I wish there'd be a sequel where he got to meet this lovely pornstar, alas it's a oneshot. Thanks for writing Yama!
cry1babycry1baby on November 27th, 2010 08:42 am (UTC)
Thanks ^^
Haha XD, mm someone else wanted the same sequel, but i like leaving it like this.
Thanks for reading it

壊れる世界: 村上純kowareru_sekai on November 27th, 2010 10:57 am (UTC)
Aww this was kind of bittersweet.

As Ohno-kun isn't my favorite member, I like reading fics in which he's doing himself *hides* Though I like Yama pair XD

Thank you for sharing!
cry1babycry1baby on November 27th, 2010 01:32 pm (UTC)
Mm, it was.
Haha oh really now ^^
Thanks for reading

fancyann1974fancyann1974 on November 27th, 2010 02:09 pm (UTC)
lol..hot and cute
poor sho but aleast you have ohno...lol
thank you for sharing
cry1babycry1baby on November 27th, 2010 06:03 pm (UTC)
thanks ^^
huh i think you got it the other way around lol
thanks for reading~

~ francesca: YamaPair1xxx_francesca on November 27th, 2010 03:35 pm (UTC)
insomniac ohchan jerking off to pornstar Sho?
Verdict: UNFFFFF

That is all. I love this :'D
cry1babycry1baby on November 27th, 2010 06:04 pm (UTC)
thanks hun~

Write it as a dream, read it as a goal.: oh-chanayu_t on November 28th, 2010 11:14 pm (UTC)
This was really good :3
cry1babycry1baby on November 29th, 2010 01:13 am (UTC)
Thank you~

Kkanu_x on November 29th, 2010 02:58 am (UTC)
oh, this was so cute and sad.
i feel bad for ohno.
let him find that porn star.
then no more nights alone!
cry1babycry1baby on November 29th, 2010 03:21 am (UTC)
Mm, it kinda is.
Haha a dream that'd be so hard to happen.
Thanks for reading

CY ☆CYsuper_cycy on November 29th, 2010 07:53 am (UTC)
It has been to long bby!! Sorry I haven't been able to catch up with your stories! DD: [/fail]

Poor guy D: I still wonder what he was watching. I had an imagine of him watching Touch Me Now and Taboo. Sho know hows to satisfy! hahaha xD

cry1babycry1baby on November 29th, 2010 08:36 am (UTC)
I has been, how are you? and it's okay, go at your own pace bb ♥

LMAO, those would be very good things to watch.

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