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16 February 2011 @ 02:19 am
Make Something of Me  
Title: Make Something of Me
Pairing: Sakumoto
Rating: PG-13 - R
Summary: Jun’s failed attempts to ask Sho out and the one time they did.
Disclaimer: I am not nor do I know any of the mentioned characters. Everything written here is all fake.
A/N:Sorry for being M.I.A, I was going through some issues and couldn't stand the thought of writing, but I'm getting my will to write back very slowly. This was supposed to be entered in the Valentine's Day contest on random_arashi, but I couldn't finish it.

He called, but he didn’t pick up.
He typed a text, but he didn’t send it.
He wrote a letter, but he shredded it.

Jun stared at his group mate talking animatedly to Aiba. He wondered when would it be the right time to ask him out. The last time he tried to invite the man for dinner, the rest managed to come along which ruined his whole entire plan. Jun wanted to ask Sho out with the intention of starting a relationship, but with three other people chatting away, stealing the older man’s attention, he couldn’t so much ask him to pass the salt let alone tell him his feelings. He sighed and opened the magazine Ohno was reading earlier, deciding it was best to wait it out before trying again.

He pulled him aside, but he told a lie.
He said he liked him, but added ‘best when you wear those shirts’ after a two second pause.
He offered him help, but was kindly declined.

The youngest singer threw the small hacky sack ball up in the air and caught it with one hand, repeating the process as he waited for Sho’s call. He had given up on the dinner plan and was now going to ask him to the movies. He expected the older man to say he was busy with something, but was left speechless when the rapper actually said ‘Okay.’ Jun’s self volleys were at 40 going on 50 when his vibrating cell phone startled him. The small, bean filled ball fell on his chest as he read the text Sho sent him. “Can’t make it, something’s wrong with Mai,” Jun read aloud. His heart sunk as he read that before sending the response, ‘It’s okay.’ Jun didn’t go to the movies that day, instead he huddled up on his couch and watched some television.

When they shook hands, their fingers lingered.
When they hugged, their bodies got heated.
When Sho asked him out, Jun nearly cried.

Jun was a nervous wreck as Sho drove them to the small, but classy restaurant. He swore his whole entire body was shaking the closer they got to their destination. Granted this was everything he could have dreamed of, he was also used to getting rejected. “Nervous?” Sho asked with a small smirk.

“Ye-yeah, sorry.”

“It’s okay, I did ask you out kinda randomly,” the rapper chuckled. Jun let out a nervous laugh which caused the older man to smile. Five minutes later and they were seated at a nice table with a wonderful view. After taking a sip of his wine, Jun felt a little more relaxed.



“Why did you ask me out?”

“For dinner of course,” Sho chuckled.

“Why me?”

“Haven’t I been canceling on you a lot? I wanted to pay you back.”

Jun looked down in disappointment as his hopes got crushed. He wanted to the man to say because he loves him and wanted to be with him. He wanted this to be where they kiss and start their lives together as a couple. He didn’t want this just to be an obligation; an ‘I’m sorry.’

“Oh, well thanks.” Jun smiled, his eyes revealing his true emotion. Sho leaned forward and kissed his forehead gently before pulling back.

“And cause I wanted to tell you something.”

When they shared a kiss, it was in Jun’s apartment.
When they shared more kisses, they were all over Jun’s writhing and naked body.
When Sho called out his name, Jun definitely cried as he held the other man close.

Jun woke up with a heavy weight on his back. When he slowly slipped away, he smiled at Sho’s sleeping figure. He hadn’t exactly planned on having sex with him, but the way Sho kissed and caressed him last night, was enough to let all vanity out the door. He leaned down and placed a soft kiss on the man’s closed eyes. Sho let out a sleepy chuckle and pulled him in so he was lying back down again. He didn’t say anything afterwards, he simply draped the younger idol’s arm across his chest and continued sleeping. Jun smiled and whispered three words into the chocolate brown hair that his face was currently buried in. The rapper turned around, with eyes still closed, and placed a gentile kiss on his neck, whispering the words ‘me too’ into the smooth skin.

yuui1010yuui1010 on February 16th, 2011 07:41 am (UTC)
It's short and simple, but I really love it&hearts it's so adorable^^
I love the way you told the story. Thank you It was so good^^
cry1babycry1baby on February 16th, 2011 04:53 pm (UTC)
Thank you hun~ ^^
saku-chansaku062 on February 16th, 2011 07:41 am (UTC)
Aaaww so cute x3
I love Sakumoto when they're shy n_____n

I hope you're feeling better now ♥

Thanks for sharing!
cry1babycry1baby on February 16th, 2011 04:53 pm (UTC)
mm, I'm okay now. I just hope it stays that way.
Thanks for reading~
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cry1babycry1baby on February 16th, 2011 04:54 pm (UTC)
Thanks for reading^^
iqachipmunkiqachipmunk on February 16th, 2011 07:58 am (UTC)
sakumoto forever!!!!
cry1babycry1baby on February 16th, 2011 04:55 pm (UTC)
haha is your bias showing? XD
ginger001: sakumotoginger001 on February 16th, 2011 08:35 am (UTC)
I love this so much!!!! I love to find good Sakumoto in the morning, to start the day the best way possible!!!

So cute and sweet it hurts!!!

Hope to read more soon (because it will mean that you are feeling better too! ;))
cry1babycry1baby on February 16th, 2011 04:56 pm (UTC)
Thanks bb
Mm, I hope I can write again as well. Thanks for your concern too^^
bob lemonboblemon on February 16th, 2011 09:09 am (UTC)
That was very nice. Concise, but a lot was said and their emotions were very relate-able. :)
cry1babycry1baby on February 16th, 2011 04:57 pm (UTC)
Thanks and thanks for reading~
vampyrrepvampyrrep on February 16th, 2011 09:22 am (UTC)
KYAAAAA!<3 i so love it... thanks so much for writing this my dear ^^
cry1babycry1baby on February 16th, 2011 04:57 pm (UTC)
Thanks hun~
Thanks for reading it^^
ayudarsini: shochanadeyakana on February 16th, 2011 10:29 am (UTC)
cute and sweet (>///<)
I really love it~~
thank you for sharing this...
cry1babycry1baby on February 16th, 2011 04:58 pm (UTC)
Thanks bb
and thanks for reading
chynnawitchchynnawitch on February 16th, 2011 03:13 pm (UTC)
Really cute! :D
cry1babycry1baby on February 16th, 2011 04:58 pm (UTC)
thank you^^
mmt ♥ just that...: Sakumotousermmt on February 16th, 2011 04:06 pm (UTC)
Ahhhhh (^~^) sooo cute, I love the ending it was so sweet! sweet sakumoto is always great <3

I hope you get more excited about writing cause you write beautifuly, really, just take your time ... we will be here waiting ^_~v

cry1babycry1baby on February 16th, 2011 05:00 pm (UTC)
Thank you^^

Thanks, I too hope I start writing regularly again. Thanks for your concern^^ *hugs*
jellybean6972: Sakumotojellybean6972 on February 16th, 2011 04:25 pm (UTC)
Wow~! That was so good! X3
I love the way you write!! ♥
Gah, It was so sweet and adorable!
I really have been on a Sakumoto high lately.
So I can never get enough, haha~

Thank you so much for sharing~ (^o^)
I don't wanna be/sound too personal,
but I hope that all of the issues you had to deal with are ok now (^-^)♥
cry1babycry1baby on February 16th, 2011 05:01 pm (UTC)
Thank you~

Mm, you're not being too personal. I'm not back to normal yet, but I working on getting there. Thanks for your concern too ♥
hannah_arashihannah_arashi on February 16th, 2011 06:10 pm (UTC)
that was beautiful ^-^ I love the way you wrote the story because it really captured feelings very well <3
cry1babycry1baby on February 17th, 2011 02:00 am (UTC)
Thank you~ ^^
dekkawaidekkawai on February 16th, 2011 08:08 pm (UTC)
cute xD
I love when Jun fell unsure about Sho and then Sho proof him he love Jun back.
thank you xD
cry1babycry1baby on February 17th, 2011 02:00 am (UTC)
Thanks and thanks for reading^^
50 past 12: 櫻井翔50past12 on February 17th, 2011 01:13 am (UTC)
I love when Sakumoto's relation is written this way, their relation is really kind of vague sometimes XD But they always end up together ^^

Thank you for sharing :D
cry1babycry1baby on February 17th, 2011 02:03 am (UTC)
Mm, those two do have this weird relationship with each other that can only be described this way lol.

Thanks for reading
Alexxa Sickalexxasick on February 17th, 2011 02:13 am (UTC)
how nice ^.^

I'm glad to have you back
cry1babycry1baby on February 17th, 2011 02:21 am (UTC)

I'm trying to be back lol. hopefully it'll last