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27 June 2011 @ 01:14 am
Temptation/Frustration: A Schoolboy Fantasy  
Title: Temptation/Frustration: A Schoolboy Fantasy
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Rating: R-NC-17
Summary: He was his teacher and he was his student, there was no way they could maintain a relationship beyond that.
Disclaimer: I do not know, nor am I any of the mentioned characters. This is all a piece of fiction, none of this ever happened.
A/N: Based off of The Police song “Don’t Stand So Close to Me”
A/N 2: Ages have been changed. Aiba’s 17 and Sho is 29 [guess that didn’t change lol].

Their Meeting
Aiba was in class waiting for their new teacher to show up. Everyone was told about the coming of a new staff member which made the whole class all riled up. Some suspected it was young female, which hyped the boys up, and others figured it’d be a regular old man. Aiba had no thoughts on this. He just needed any teacher that he could suck up to and quite possibly pass without barely paying attention.

He was talking to his friend Ninomiya, laughing at the small magic show he was doing for a few of the students in class. It was about ten minutes to the start of class when the doors opened. A man rushed in dropping a huge pile of papers on the desk. For two seconds the whole class just thought it was a clumsy student, but upon looking at his clothing they soon realized it was their clumsy teacher.

“Sorry I’m late,” he said fixing his wind blown hair. Aiba smirked and glanced over at Nino who gave him a wink.

“Um, you’re not late, in fact you’re a lot earlier than most teachers,” a female student said with an innocent smile; an all too innocent smile. Aiba knew what the girl was playing at which made him snicker into his chest. The clumsy teacher, as he decided to call him until he gets his name, briefly looked over in his direction, making a few seconds of eye contact with him.

“Oh, well then carry on while I set up.” He pulled out a piece of chalk from his bag and wrote his name on the board. ‘SAKURAI SHO,’ Aiba mentally read. Before Sho was even able to put the chalk down, the girls were calling out his name to help him with the pile of papers he dumped on his desk.

“Just line up on your knees why don’t you,” Nino whispered to Aiba who laughed silently. “Never seen them this excited before.”

“All because we have a new, young and hot teacher,” Aiba whispered back with a smirk. Nino raised an eyebrow and continued with the magic show until class really did start.

Their English lesson wasn’t as bad as Aiba thought it would be. Maybe it had to do with the fact that it was so entertaining watching all those girls vie for Sho’s attention or maybe it’s because the teacher was young and not some old decrepit person who’s been teaching the same class for 500 years.

Aiba was idly walking down the halls when he heard fast footsteps coming from behind him. He looked back and saw Sho running at full speed, right past him. “Sakurai-sensei!” he called out. Sho spun around and held his finger up to his lip, telling him too keep quiet. He grabbed Aiba and dragged him into the men’s bathroom.

“Keep your voice down,” Sho whispered out of breath. “Ugh, I can’t get a moments peace. Every two seconds it’s ‘Sakurai-sensei, Sakurai-sensei.’ I mean I’m grateful that I have been accepted with open arms, but close them every once and a while,” Sho rambled on. Aiba held back a laugh and cleared his throat.

“I take it you’re not so fond of the female students,” Aiba tried to say with a straight face.

“And some of the teachers,” Sho sighed. After calming himself down, Sho realized how close he was to the young student. “Sorry,” he said moving back against the door. There was a semi awkward silence hanging in the air before Sho decided to speak up. “So you’re in my English class right?”

“Mm, do you remember my name?”

“Ah…well,” Sho said tilting his head to the side.

“A teacher has two jobs that they must fulfill; teach the students and remember their names. That’s all you have to do,” Aiba said with a small smirk. Sho smiled and nodded.

“That and remember staff meetings, important school events, and quite possibly the parents of the students. Oh and not to mention when to hand in the grades so that you can get your report cards and graduate,” Sho answered back.

“You sound like my friend,” Aiba laughed.

“How so?”

“He’s very snarky and sarcastic.”

“And you’re very bold, Aiba-kun. You should watch it,” Sho said with a small glint in eye before leaving the bathroom. Aiba stood dumbfounded for a second before biting back a smile.

Their Bond
A few months after that day and a certain bond formed between them. Maybe it was the fact that Aiba protected Sho from the onslaught of schoolgirls or maybe it was something deeper than that.

Aiba had to stay after school to work on a project for his science class, but he was more trying to juggle the balls rather than actually use them. He laughed to himself as he managed to get all three going, failing to realize the door had opened.

“Oh Aiba-kun, what are you still doing here?”

The balls fell to the floor, bouncing around the place. Aiba stared at Sho who looked just as shocked at the scene before him. “Um, science project.”

“Oh, what are you going to do?”

“Um, not sure. I haven’t really got the time to think about it,” Aiba shrugged.

“But you had enough time to test out your juggling skills,” Sho smirked. Blush spread against Aiba’s cheeks and decided to bend down to pick up the lost balls in hopes that the other man didn’t see. When he stood back up and turned around, he pretended he didn’t just catch Sho looking at his ass.

“What are you still doing here?” Aiba asked. It was close to 6pm and usually Sho left before that, not like he was stalking him or anything.

“Staff meeting. Man those things are boring,” Sho laughed. “We were discussing what we should do for the cultural festival,” he sighed. Aiba was looking at him longingly until he realized the man stopped talking.

“Yeah, it’s probably gonna be another maid café for the girls in our class.”

“What about the boys?”

“They’re all in clubs so they will be with those guys.”

“And you?” Sho asked picking at the hem of his shirt. If Aiba didn’t know better, the man was flirting with him.

“Nino’s assistant,” he smiled.

“Ah, the small one who does magic tricks. He’s very talented.” A small amount of jealousy shot through Aiba as he heard his friend get complimented. “Do you have any?”



“Um, no.” Aiba thought long and hard about this a few times before, but never found a talent he had that wouldn’t lead to sex.

“Aw, come on I bet you do. No one as carefree and easygoing as you can’t have a talent,” Sho smiled, giving Aiba a soft tap on the arm.

“I do have something I’m good at…” the teen smirked before moving closer to Sho. He had the older man pressed against a desk and leaned in closer to his ear. “But it’s prohibited for me to show you…Sensei.” Aiba’s voice was lower, softer, and seductive. Quickly getting the hint, Sho stumbled away from him.

“I-I’ll uh, I’ll let you get back to your balls--your project! I’ll…yeah.” Sho left the room and Aiba chuckled to himself.

Their Incident
Weeks had gone by and Aiba no longer got to bump into Sho like he used to. Even when he tried to divert the girls away from him, Sho simply nodded his head at him before walking off. The teen let out a sigh and collapsed on his bed. He called Nino in hopes of getting things off his mind, but the phone just kept ringing. Aiba let out a defeated groan, chucking his phone away.

After lying in bed and feeling sorry for himself, he decided to go for a walk around town. Usually the flashing bright lights distracts him well enough. He was actually enjoying his time, until it started raining profusely. Quickly he took shelter by a bus stop, sighing when he realized he was going to have to wait about 30 minutes for the next one.

He placed his hands in his pockets, looking up at the sky wondering what Sho was doing. A small part of him regrets making the man uncomfortable, but he couldn’t help it. It was almost too easy to do, especially since he knows the older man has some form of an attraction to him.

Aiba’s thoughts were cut short when a car pulled up in front of the bus stop. He stared the vehicle and slowly the window came down. “Need a lift?” Sho asked.

“I thought you were trying to avoid me like the plague,” Aiba said with a pout.

“I am…I was.” Aiba still didn’t get in, he simply looked at the older man who was slowly getting wet himself the longer he kept the window down. Sho unlocked the door to the passenger side, his simple and silent way of tell him to get in. With a small nod, Aiba walked around and got in the car.

They didn’t move yet, nor were they talking either. Sho looked over at Aiba who was slightly trembling. Instinctively, Sho took his blazer off and wrapped it around his shoulders. The teen turned his head, their faces now inches apart. “Thank you,” he said softly before looking away.

Sho’s heart was beating faster the minute the younger man turned to him. He swore it was so loud the younger man could’ve heard it, but of course that was unlikely. Clearing his throat, Sho asked for the directions to his home.

The ride there was silent and uncomfortable. The tension building in the air was weighing down on them and they both knew it would take just one small thing to make someone crack. Whether it be a gesture or a word, one of them was going to fall at it’s clutches.

“This is me,” Aiba said pointing to the third house on the right. Sho pulled over and parked the car. They sat in a short silence before the older man spoke.

“Aiba-kun, about that day--”

“Nothing happened. So I don’t know what you’re so worried about,” Aiba cut in coldly.

“It is something for me to be worried about,” Sho’s tone rose a bit. “As a teacher that’s something you wish won’t ever happen.”

“And as I said before, nothing happened.”

Sho sighed and looked out the window. “There won’t be that kind of a relationship between us. I won’t let your schoolboy fantasy come to life through me.”

“Mine or yours?” Aiba asked, turning to the man angrily. “I’m not stupid, I’ve seen you look at me a few times.”

Sho let out a deep sigh and squeezed the bridge of his nose. “That doesn’t warrant anything. Just, come Monday, please…back off.” Aiba shifted in his seat and kissed Sho’s cheek. “What are you--” Sho yelled, but the minute he turned his head, the younger man caught his lips in a kiss.

“Please, just kiss me,” Aiba whispered softly. It was now Sho’s turn to be trembling. He wanted to kiss him, he wanted to so badly, but he couldn’t. It wasn’t right and he could definitely lose his job over this. Aiba tried to go in for another kiss, but Sho quickly blocked it with his hand.

“This is wrong,” he whispered.

“Mm, I know. But I want this,” Aiba said from behind the warm hand. “You want this right?” They stared at each other before Aiba backed up and sat in his seat again. Before Sho could even open his mouth to say something, the younger man quickly got out the car and ran into his house.

Their First Time
It was as if the tables were turned. It was now Aiba who was avoiding the other older man, who now wanted to talk to him. Because of this, the awkward tension between them started getting stronger.

Aiba decided to stay behind at the school to finish with the preparations for his science project. He was working ten times slower than usual for his mind kept reeling over his complicated situation. A tear slipped down his eye and he sighed. Why did it bother him so much? He knows it wasn’t the end of the world that he couldn’t date the man, but for some reason it hurt.

He turned his head at the sound of the door slowly opening up from behind him. “Oh, you’re in here,” Sho said. Aiba wiped his eyes and continued with what he was doing. Hopefully the man would take the hint and leave him alone; he had far too much work to do.


“What? I’m busy.”

Sho walked towards him and grabbed his shoulders so he could face him. “I’m sorry.”


“I mean it. I’m sorry. But you know that I can’t.”

“Mm, and I mean whatever. You don’t have to worry anymore. I won’t come near you unless it’s absolutely necessary,” the teen said moving out of the older man’s grasp.

“I don’t want us to be like that.”

“But that’s how it’ll have to be, Sakurai-sensei.”

The tone of the younger man’s voice when he called him that caused a small pang of pain in Sho’s chest. “So you’re just going to act coldly towards me? You’re not going to acknowledge me?”

Aiba sighed in exasperation and threw his arms down. “What do you want from me? According to you, I’m just a student with a fucking schoolboy crush on you,” his voice trembling as it rose. “I’m doing what I can so that you can keep your job and so that whatever feelings you might have for me won’t grow.”

“But they already did,” Sho said softly. Aiba didn’t even get the chance to question what he meant as lips were pressed firmly against his own. Though it took some time, his arms were soon wrapped around Sho’s neck as their kiss deepened. They slowly fell to the floor, lips fused together. Aiba gasped softly when he felt Sho grind his hips into his.

“Sakurai-sensei…” Aiba whimpered.

They both knew they should stop, but it was too hard and too late to even try. Even as they kissed, even as they slowly undressed, even as Sho entered him; both of them knew they should stop.

Their Final Act
They managed to keep this charade up for two months. They managed to meet up alone in classrooms, in Sho’s office, in the bathroom, in Sho’s car, even at Sho’s home. They managed to keep any marks below neck level. They’ve managed to fool themselves into thinking everything would be alright, that Aiba would graduate and turn 18 before anyone would ever find out.

Sho was moving against the teen who was on his stomach, head thrown back in pleasure. He kissed the tanned cheek, running his tongue down and along his neck, tasting the sweat that had built up in there. Aiba gasped when his spot was hit, taking about five more thrusts before releasing on the sheets underneath him. The younger man’s pulsating walls caused Sho to follow soon after.

Slowly Sho slipped out of him and threw the used condom away. They were laying in bed, in their after sex bliss, holding each other close. Their arms were entwined as they took a mini nap. When they woke up, it was as if they both knew this was going to be their last time.

Aiba turned to the man behind him and stroked his cheek with his knuckles. Sho took the hand and kissed it, closing his eyes as if to try and burn this memory in his mind.

“You feel it too right?” Sho whispered, eyes still closed.

“Mm,” Aiba hummed.

“When you leave, it ends.”


They were tired. Tired of having to lie to their friends, family, the school--everyone. They were tired of having to hide themselves. It was two months of pure happiness but it was always laced it regret.

For their final night Aiba cooked them some dinner, which they ate in good spirits despite knowing what was to come next.

“You do remember the test we have on Tuesday right?” Sho asked as Aiba collected a few articles of clothing he hadn’t put back on.

“Of course, you keep bringing it up,” the teen smirked. Sho smiled and wrapped his arm around him.

“You better fucking pass.”

“And if I don’t, will you spank me?” Aiba asked, giving him those eyes he’s seen countless times before. The older man simply laughed and pulled him in for a kiss. “Fuck, this sucks.” Aiba laughed tearfully. Sho swallowed the lump in his throat before walking towards the front door.

“See Monday Aiba-kun,” Sho smiled.

“Mm, see you then.” Quickly the younger man placed a kiss on his lips before leaving the place. Sho sighed and rest his head on the wall behind him. It was their final moment together.

Their Longing
They had spent the last few months having to deal with the ‘look but don’t touch’ policy. Sho’s eyes wandering to Aiba whenever he gets the chance while Aiba would daydream all day about him.

The two didn’t approach each other either, they didn’t want to ruin this longing pain they were suffering with. If they did, they would only return to the way that they were. Sho tried to tell himself that the fact he wants to touch the teen so badly, whether it be a pat on the back or a kiss to his lips, that something was wrong with him. But what struck him as odd, was that he was only remembering the times they didn’t have sex. The moments when they had friendly conversations after class, the times when they talked about random things at his home; not once did he ever think ‘I miss sleeping with him.’

There were only a three days until graduation and Aiba was both excited and sad about this. It meant he would no longer be a high school student as well as he could possibly be with Sho. He doubted it though, Sho seemed content not having to deal with him.

Aiba was walking back home from the train, lightly swinging his bag back and forth. When he approached the gates in front of his home, he saw Sho standing by his car, waiting for him.


Sho bit his lip and walked over to him. They were standing in front of each other, closer than a teacher should be to his student. Aiba got ready to back off, but the older man reached for him. “Aiba-kun, wait. I need to talk to you.”

“We can’t anymore,” Aiba said softly as if someone was eavesdropping.

“I just needed to speak to you. I needed to see you.”

“Why? This is only making things harder.”

Sho simply grabbed him in by his neck and kissed his lips. They both melted at contact, but forcefully Aiba moved away.

“I’ll quit if I have to. I’ll quit if it means I’ll have you,” Sho said as he stepped closer. A few tears slipped down Aiba’s cheeks.

“Don’t say that, cause I might really expect you to,” he said before turning away and going inside his house. He didn’t check the windows to see if the man was still out there, he didn’t want to regret his decision.

Their New Beginning: A Year Forward

Aiba was looking for part time jobs he could do this summer, but was failing hard. He sighed and rolled onto his back staring at his ceiling. His phone vibrated on his desk, startling him.


“Aiba, someone’s here for you,” Nino said before passing the phone.

“Hello?” Aiba repeated.

“Hi,” Sho’s voice said. The teen’s eyes opened wide, his heart rate increased, and his body was frozen stiff. “Ai-Aiba-kun?”


“How are you?” Sho asked after a long silence.

“Fine,” Aiba’s voice was now trembling. “What are you doing over there?”

“Well I wanted to get some videos to watch at home,” Sho said with a slight chuckle. Aiba smiled and bit his lip, he missed that sound.

“What did you buy? Nothing erotic, right?” Aiba teased. The older man turned beet red.

“Of course not!” Sho said, a little louder than necessary. Nino looked up at the man with a smirk, knowing Aiba had somehow embarrassed him. “I just got a few comedies and action movies.” Sho was silent for while before turning around to see if Nino was looking. “Do you want to watch them with me?”

Aiba was sitting in his room, completely shocked. He wanted to say yes, but he wasn’t sure what would happen. “You sure?” he asked, biting the corner of his lower lip.

“Mm,” Sho hummed with a small smile.

“Oh-Okay, I’ll come by in a few.”

They hung up and stared at the phones in their hands. Sho went over to Nino and thanked him before going back home.

Aiba showed up about five minutes after Sho returned, feeling a bit nauseous with anxiety. He was worried that this would simply be him wanting to see him as a friend, but somehow the thought of Sho still wanting to be with him scared him as well.

When he knocked on the door, Sho answered in just his jeans and pulled the man in for a kiss. All fear Aiba had simply washed away the minute those soft lips pressed against his.

“I missed you,” the both said breathlessly. Sho smiled against the man’s lips and kicked the door close behind him.

Moriah: Arashi- Sakuraiba Laughsall4cyanide on June 27th, 2011 05:43 am (UTC)
YES. Teacher/student fics are the best. Sakuraiba is the best. YOU are the best! Damn. This was sweet. Loved it! You're a fic machine lately! GO YOU!
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 05:49 am (UTC)
Thanks hun!
this was why i didnt respond to your smut meme fic request cause i had done a school fic before and cause i was working on this >.< sorry hun!

thank you bb, and i know right. im already working on another fic ^^
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Fara Aibafaradakiut on June 27th, 2011 06:31 am (UTC)
great that they're together in the end...
they did the right choice breaking up for a moment before so that they can be together forever~
thanks for sharing ^^
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 11:44 am (UTC)
thanks hun~
and thanks for reading ^^
masaki82masaki82 on June 27th, 2011 06:59 am (UTC)
Oh how I love teacher/student relationships... I want more, thanks for the fabulous fanfic and I'll be waiting for your next fanfic :D
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 11:45 am (UTC)
haha thanks hun
thanks for reading^^
currently working on a new fic as we speak
erikaoierikaoi on June 27th, 2011 07:25 am (UTC)
Thats very hawt affair
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 11:45 am (UTC)
hehe thanks for reading~
diahlee486diahlee486 on June 27th, 2011 07:39 am (UTC)
beautiful end for beautiful relationship between aiba n sho:)
yappari! teacher/student fic is the best!!
thanks for sharing dear ^^
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 11:47 am (UTC)
thanks hun~
thanks for reading it^^
yuui1010yuui1010 on June 27th, 2011 07:41 am (UTC)
OMG!! you keep posting new fic XDD
Love it&hearts really need sakuraiba fic lately, and I really love yours^^
This one is great, I love how it takes time for them, and they manage to break up.. I was worried that they will remain alone, thank you for putting them together^^
Really happy for this<3333
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 11:48 am (UTC)
haha my poor flist wasnt prepared for me this month...idk if imma be this crazy next month xDD

thank you hun~
and thanks for reading^^
BeePants: Sho Sakuraipercybum on June 27th, 2011 08:07 am (UTC)




Is this the fic you've been angry at? Cause its awesome xD
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 11:50 am (UTC)
thanks bb *hugs*
and yes this was the bastard i had so much trouble with xDD. thanks ^^
CY ☆CY: Sho - GASP!super_cycy on June 27th, 2011 08:14 am (UTC)
I adore this fic bby! *___* ♥♥

it just had a little bit of everythingm the angst, the fluff and the must

can't wait for more of your spam ;D
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 11:51 am (UTC)
thanks bb~

haha mmm it sure did, just what every fic needs xDD

gurl i got bunches...maybe xD
thanks for reading hun~
so_gracefull: happy sakuraibaso_gracefull on June 27th, 2011 09:03 am (UTC)
Drat. My comment wasn't published. *kicks and curses sucky net connection* >.< Anyway, back to the fic...

This was such a great fic! I so, so loved it because it has everything. The romance, fluff, angst, and most importantly, the happy ending ♥ I loved how their relationship developed, and how at first they were trying to avoid it, but of course couldn't escape it. Sakuraiba love is the best! A perfect example of the saying that when two people are meant for each other then destiny will find a way to bring them together again. Hurray for happy endings!
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 11:54 am (UTC)
haha xD *shakes fists at internet connection*

Thank you^^
mmm, its exactly what you've said ^^
thanks for reading it
nalty7: aiba black and whitenalty7 on June 27th, 2011 09:48 am (UTC)
Forbidden relationship->me approves!
I didn't know this song but I've listened to it (thanks to utube) before I read the fic.The fic matches perfectly.
Aiba is such a tease!
I loved it!Keep up the good work!
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 11:55 am (UTC)
mm the song is just so perfect to write a fic out of xD [also its one of my fav Police songs]
Thanks hun and thanks for reading
masakichimasakichi on June 27th, 2011 09:57 am (UTC)
awwww.....this is soo sweet and romantic XD

they can be together in the end, that's all that matter XD

thank you for sharing :)
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 11:57 am (UTC)
^^ thanks
haha yup yup Sakuraiba FTW
thanks for reading hun~
arashic0804: sakuraiba herearashic0804 on June 27th, 2011 10:48 am (UTC)
i loved this so much ^^v
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 11:59 am (UTC)
thanks bb~
and thanks for reading
kame_94: Kame Smilez ♥kame_94 on June 27th, 2011 11:03 am (UTC)
I really love teacher/student fics.. They always seem to be some of the best written fics ever!! x] This was so sweet and I loved it.. Sakuraiba = ♥. I want Sho to be my teacher ;)) lol~
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 11:59 am (UTC)
hehe really now? xD
haha omg me too, idc what he teaches me either xDD

thanks for reading!
ayudarsini: sakuraiba2adeyakana on June 27th, 2011 11:22 am (UTC)
I love the ending,, they finally together~~
I really like teacher-student relationship ^^
thank you for sharing this dear~~ *gives hugs to you*
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 12:00 pm (UTC)
thanks bb
thanks for reading it *huggles*
micandpen: O: pleadingmicandpen on June 27th, 2011 11:57 am (UTC)
Ugh. The fics you write are so perfect every single time. ;______; ♥
Angst. Smut. Fluff. Guh. ♥

Thank you, really. Thank you so much. ♥
cry1babycry1baby on June 27th, 2011 12:02 pm (UTC)
Aw thank you hun!
*hugs* thanks you for reading it^^