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10 July 2011 @ 06:52 am
Walk on the Ocean - A Sakumiya fic  
Title: Walk On the Ocean
Pairing: Sakumiya
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Nino and Sho go to the beach to comfort Sho’s love lost.
Disclaimer: I am not nor do I know any of the mentioned characters, this is all a work of fiction.
A/N: This was entered in the Shoneen Club contest, didn’t win but no hard feelings *wails in a corner* xD.

He didn’t tell me where we were going, he simply kidnapped me from my home around 8PM and drove me away. I didn’t ask questions either because I knew I was in good hands. Hours later we ended up at the beach, the smell so familiar yet so displeasuring.

“Sho?” I whispered, looking over at him. He was hunched over the steering wheel, tears rushing down his cheeks. “Sho?” I repeated, placing a hand on his shoulder.

“You said you wanted to go on a vacation with just the two of us, right?” he said tearfully.

“I did, but not at night and not when you’re like this,” I said turning to him. He sniffed and wiped his eyes before getting out the car. I quickly followed him, wrapping my sweater even tighter around myself to shield my body from the cool night breeze. Sho was standing in the sand, hands in his pockets staring at the black water. Usually it was a peaceful sight, but at night it was like staring into a dark abyss.

I got behind him and wrapped my arms around him, resting my head on his back. He was trembling from his tears, unable to stop himself from crying louder. His body soon collapsed, mine following behind him.

I hated when I didn’t know what to say to him, I hated feeling this useless. Nothing I could say would make him feel better, nothing I said would stop his heart from breaking.

“Nino let go,” he whimpered. I shook my head against his back, tightening my grip. “Seriously Nino, stop,’ he said in a more forceful voice. I let go immediately and he moved away from me.

“It finally happened?” I asked. Sho nodded, pulling his knees to his chest.

“He said we would grow old together, that we’d get go to America and get married. He said that we would buy a home on the beach and raise a small family, even though I knew he wasn’t too keen on kids,” Sho said with a pained smile. “He lied,” he whispered.

“No he didn’t.”

“Then why did he promise me all that and still leave me?” Sho countered. We all knew of Jun and Sho’s relationship and we all saw how head over heels Sho was about the man which is why it pains me to see him like this.

“Things happen in life. Things you can make happen and things you do not see coming,” I said slowly. “No one saw it coming,” I whispered.

We sat in silence, sharing thoughts on Jun, sharing thoughts on what it was like all together; all five of us. A single tear slipped pass my eyes, which I quickly wiped. How long will it be until everything feels fine again? How long will it be until Sho won’t curl up into a ball and cry his eyes out anymore? How long will it take until I confess to him?

It had been two years since the accident that took him away from us. It was a complete and utter accident, no one was at fault, which made it even harder to accept. There was no one for us to displace our anger upon. We just had to accept that he was no longer with us. When the news got out, we all wanted to call bullshit; we all wanted to yell at the stations for slander, for lies, but when we saw him with our own eyes…

I looked over at Sho, who was staring at the water. His eyes were dead, he was simply too tired; physically and emotionally.

“Sho, want to go back?”

“No,” his raspy voice said firmly. “He said we were going to come here today,” he continued. I looked at the time and it was thirty minutes to midnight; thirty minutes to their five year anniversary. Every year they came here when it hit midnight. For three years they managed to keep this tradition.

“What did you have planned?” I asked.

“Probably a barbeque,” he sniffed. “You know how much he loves those.” When he turned to me, the moonlight hit his face almost in the perfect way.

“He did, didn’t he,” I smiled. Sho nodded and wiped his eyes with the back of his hand.

The clock was ticking and we were still sitting in silence. When there was a minute left, I took Sho’s hands and pulled him up. He looked at me a bit confused and I gave him a small smile.

“Ten…nine…eight…seven…six…five…four…three…two…” I said slowly, counting down the time.

“One,” he sighed. I wrapped by arms around his neck.

“He wouldn’t want you like this. He would get mad at you, right? You know how scary Jun-kun is when he’s mad,” I joked lightly. Sho nodded, laughing tearfully. I kept my hold on him, waiting until his breathing evened out. “If you don’t mind, I would like to keep his promise,” I whispered. Sho leaned back and stared into my eyes.

“What?” his voice rasped.

“I want to keep Jun’s promises to you; all of them. Even the bit about kids,” I said a bit more confidently. Sho was blankly staring at me before he pulled me in for a hug. I wasn’t sure if this was an acceptance or a rejection, but I took it.

“Where would I be without you Kazu?” he whispered in my hair.

“Somewhere where I couldn’t follow.”

When we pulled apart again, I took his hand and brought him back to the car; this time taking the wheel for myself. Once we got on the road again, his eyes drifted to sleep and I prayed for the millionth time, in two years, for him to sleep peacefully.

BeePants: Shopercybum on July 10th, 2011 11:01 am (UTC)

That was so sad.... It totally didn't help with the song I'm listening to... teardrop


I loved ithearts
cry1babycry1baby on July 10th, 2011 11:05 am (UTC)
thanks bb~
mmm i wrote a sad one this time probably y i aint win....punks xDDD j/k

thanks for reading it my laave
fuwafuwa_miafuwafuwa_mia on July 10th, 2011 03:13 pm (UTC)
this is beautiful yet so sad....
poor them, x'( they must be confused nee??
but still....i love it :DDD

Thanks for writing this dear ♥♥♥
cry1babycry1baby on July 10th, 2011 03:38 pm (UTC)
*passes tissues*

thank you hun^^
and thanks for reading~
god damn these electric sex pantsnicefinalbeam on July 10th, 2011 04:32 pm (UTC)
I didn't get a chance to comment when this went up at the contest, but I think why it might not have placed was that everyone could sense the really strong Sho/Jun pairing, even though Jun is gone. Sho/Nino felt sort of secondary.

That being said, it was really well written! And so sweet. ♥
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2011 12:34 am (UTC)
Yeah, when I re-read it when it went up i felt that same way xD. But I'm glad for the comments I got and for those who voted, if I got any lol.

Thanks hun^^
qeedivertidoqeedivertido on July 10th, 2011 04:35 pm (UTC)
that was so so sad...you killed Jun??
it was really good...but now i'm kind of depressed...
i stilll loved it, but i'm in shock...

anyway, thanks for writing it was great!!
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2011 12:36 am (UTC)
Mm, I killed him off >.<
glad you liked it even though it was a sad one^^

thanks hun~
CY ☆CYsuper_cycy on July 10th, 2011 05:26 pm (UTC)
the hell didn't this win?


Nino comforting Sho is just...kyah~~
still....everything with Matsujun </3 T_____T thanks for sharing bby~!
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2011 12:39 am (UTC)
hhehe as nicefinalbeam said, it was more leaning towards Sakumoto with the hurt/comfort theme but, I'm proud of it ^^

But thanks hun~
glad you liked it
Jessibear-kunjessibear_kun on July 10th, 2011 11:10 pm (UTC)
Aw, that was so sad. It nearly made me cry~
But so beautiful.

Much love, dear. This was gorgeous. ^^
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2011 12:40 am (UTC)
Thank you love^^
thanks for reading it too
jellybean6972: Arashijellybean6972 on July 11th, 2011 12:44 am (UTC)
Sorry, you didn't win *hugs*

I really like this. It's sad, but also kind of happy at the end :)
Thanks for sharing ♥
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2011 02:00 am (UTC)
It's okay ^^ the ones who did win did deserve it though *hugs*

Thanks bb~
mm, i dont usually write or read fics where a member dies or is dead for that matter but it just popped up to me haha

thanks for reading!
dorayaki_chandorayaki_chan on July 11th, 2011 05:41 am (UTC)
Oow it,s so beautiful well even if you did not make it ,i bet a lot of reader still found this fic as a nice stuff to read :)
cry1babycry1baby on July 11th, 2011 12:06 pm (UTC)
mm thank you hun^^

thanks for reading
50 past 12: ニノ50past12 on July 12th, 2011 02:30 am (UTC)
Oh my, can I have Nino's hug too? (i__i)

So sad and beautiful.
I want to punch myself that thought, a few minutes ago, that Jun was being a son of we know what, as I'm used to read in many stories... hehehe... *rolleyes*

Thank you for magnet (Nino and Sho, N and S lol) fic!
cry1babycry1baby on July 12th, 2011 02:46 am (UTC)
mm, i see a lot of Jun being a you know what fic so i decided...how about we kill him [sounds horrid]

thanks for reading it hun~
50 past 12: ニノ50past12 on July 12th, 2011 03:10 am (UTC)
so i decided...how about we kill him [sounds horrid]

yamashoyamasho on July 12th, 2011 11:53 am (UTC)
uwaa it so sad
i thought nino wont be ever able to confess but he did ne
cry1babycry1baby on July 12th, 2011 12:04 pm (UTC)
thanks for reading~