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01 August 2011 @ 10:21 pm
Band of Five FINAL  
Title: Band of Five FINAL
Pairing: GEN [implied Matsumiya]
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Aiba collects four men to create his own private army to ensue havoc.
Disclaimer: I do not know nor am I any of the mentioned characters. This is all a work of fiction, this never happened.
A/N: Characters are based/inspired by the book “The Master and Margarita”, so this fic will have some dark themes as well as some OOC moments.
A/N 2: Thanks to all of you who read and those who commented on my fic. It was fun to write this even though I hit a roadblock twice xD. Hope you enjoy the final installment of Band of Five.
Ch.1 Ch.2 Ch.3 Ch.4 Ch.5 Ch.6 Ch.7

Nino woke up to the sounds of Sho cleaning the house. He chuckled at the thought of the man running around naked and moving the vacuum cleaner over the carpet.

When he looked over, he realized Jun wasn’t in the bed with him. The illusionist left the room, dressed in just his boxers, and went downstairs. As he passed Aiba’s room he noticed Ohno’s figure, spread eagle and passed out on the bed. Once he went down, he saw Jun talking to Sho.

He got ready to approach them until they kissed. It wasn’t as passionate as when they kiss, it was simply their lips pressed together, but it bothered him nonetheless. He got ready to go upstairs again when he bumped into a drowsy but awake Ohno.

“Oh you finally woke up,” Nino smirked. Ohno chuckled and ruffled his hair as he passed him by. “Oh they’re busy, so I wouldn’t advise going in just yet.”

“Mm, s’okay with me,” the man shrugged. “Unless it bothers you,” he smirked, spinning around to turn to him. Nino rolled his eyes and crossed his arms in hopes that would prove to him that it doesn’t.

“He can do whatever he wants, we aren’t dating.”

“Mmhmm, keep telling yourself that,” Ohno laughed and pulled Nino into a headlock, dragging him into the living room where Jun was now sitting on the couch while Sho continued cleaning. The incubus looked up and smiled at the pair of them squabbling like brothers. “Morning,” the smaller man said giving him a kiss.

“Afternoon,” Sho corrected and bit his lip. “I made you food, so go.”

Nino sat on the couch, a great distance from Jun, and brought his knees up to his chest. “Where are your clothes?” Jun laughed. “Becoming like Sho are we?”

“I just woke up and I wanted to find out where you were since you weren’t in the room,” Nino said curtly. Sho and Jun shared an amused yet confused look.

“Mm, I think I’ll leave you two alone,” Sho laughed before joining Ohno in the kitchen. Jun moved closer to him and tried to touch his arm only to get batted away.

“What’s wrong?” Jun asked.

“Nothing, just prissy about having to leave here. It was fun toying with people,” he half lied.

“Don’t lie to me.”

“I’m not…” he looked over at Jun who held a serious look. “Ugh fine! I saw you and Sho,” he pouted.

“And you think we’re fucking?” the man laughed.

“It’s not funny. As much as we are to only think of each other as friends, I like you a little more than that.”

“I know and I do too, but I have to say something to you that might make you a bit angry.” Nino looked at him with sad eyes.

“Wha-what is it?”

“I will always belong to you,” he smiled. Nino blinked before shoving the man away. “Happy now?” Jun laughed before pulling Nino in a kiss.

“You’re around Ohno too much. He’s made you into a douche,” Nino smirked to which the taller man laughed and pulled him into his arms. “You mean that though?”

“Mm, besides Aiba having complete control over us, you’re the only one I’m here for,” Jun said with a smile. Nino blushed and covered Jun’s mouth, words like that embarrassed him to no end. They were sitting comfortably before he spoke up again. “Though because I basically vowed myself to you…does that mean I can’t fuck the rest of the guys if I wanted to?”

Nino laughed and slapped his head. “You’re the worst,” he chuckled.

Hours later, Aiba came back and noticed the two men sleeping on the couch; Jun was spooning Nino who was clutching the arm across his chest dearly. He chuckled and knelt down to whisper in Nino’s ear. “Don’t become too attached, it will only get worse if you do.”

“Why?” Nino whimpered in his sleep.

“Cause we aren’t capable of it.”

“What if it’s cause you aren’t capable?” Nino countered, slowly opening his eyes. Aiba looked angry for a bit before he eyes turned distant. It was the first time he saw the man like that.

“Because the last time I ‘loved’ I was banished and became who I am today,” he said. The look in his eyes changed back to normal. “If you slip up on this, I will have to find a new illusionist.” The man stood up and left the room, his words were resonating in Nino’s mind and for the first time in the ten months since he’s been changed, tears welled up in his eyes.
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Their time in this realm was slowly diminishing; they all could feel it as well as see it. The world didn’t look the same anymore; everything about the place was slowly starting to disgust them. From the too bright sun, to the too green grass—everything was annoying.

Aiba was standing by their window, slowly sipping on his glass of wine. He held that distant look in his eyes that Nino saw not too long ago. He turned to the men behind him, watching as they interacted with each other. In a twisted sense it was like watching a family, even with the way Ohno was holding his blade to Nino’s neck.

“Gentlemen,” Aiba said in a commanding voice. They all looked at him and he smirked. “How about we go for another round; a quick one to let off some steam. We all know Ohno could use one,” he laughed.

“We make another party?” Sho asked.

“No, but something for them to remember us by,” Aiba winked.
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Jun was sitting on the bed, smiling at Nino putting those tight checkered pants on. He tucked in his white dress shirt and put on the black blazer. “You really look good in that outfit,” Jun chuckled.

“You mean my only outfit,” Nino smiled as he put on the fedora. “But I should say the same for you.” Jun chose not to wear the clothes he normally dresses in. Instead, he wore a suit much like everyone else did, but kept the black goggles above his head. “You look so good,” Nino said softly. Jun winked at him before taking him to the next room where Aiba was trying to get Sho dressed.

“Sakurai you are not a kid,” Aiba said, to which Sho pouted even more.

“I don’t wanna,” he whined.

“Sho,” Ohno laughed trying to get him to change, but the taller man quickly got up and moved to the corner of the room.

“You guys don’t understand what clothes feels like to me. It’s let getting a rash, an itchy, horrible, painful, disgusting rash. And it just covers my body and makes me feel so…hot and gross. I can barely stand the feeling of underwear…but I can’t with clothes,” Sho said seriously. Aiba walked over to the man and stood in front of him.

“You’re lucky you don’t need clothes for your job, so I’ll let your tantrum slide.” The man gave him a small kiss on the lips before turning to the rest of them. “Shall we?” The three men nodded and left the room, Aiba turned back to Sho as he stood by the door. “Have lots of fun, Sakurai-kun.”

Though his words were adoring, they held a menacing tone which scared Sho.
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They were given the whole night to do whatever they pleased, seeming how they had a window until 5AM. It was already 2AM and Ohno was the dirtiest of them all.

His white shirt was covered in blood, sweat, and dirt. His hand were stained, his cheeks were stained and he loved it. Nino relatively didn’t do much except accompanying Ohno, silencing his victims for him even though Ohno didn’t want him to. Nino stood nearby the bloodthirsty man, hands in his pockets, wondering what Aiba meant when he said he loved before.

Not too far from where they were Aiba and Jun were choosing their victims wisely. If Jun saw fit, he would approach someone and brush his hand on them. Even though Aiba wanted more, he knew the reaper couldn’t and wouldn’t just attack anyone.

“Aiba-san what’s wrong?”

“Hmm?”

“Well, you’re not like yourself.”

“Which is?”

“Calm. You’re being brash and somewhat irrational,” Jun said as he took off his goggles.

“Brash and irrational, huh? Maybe I am,” Aiba sighed. “This place gets to me when my quota is filled. You feel it too right?”

“Mm…a little,” Jun murmured. He looked down at his watch which read 3:30AM. “Should we get the others?”

“In a bit…I think Sho’s not finished yet,” the man smiled. The two calmly walked the silent streets, holding light conversations here and there before bumping into a sweaty, barefoot, and scantily clad Sho.

“Done,” he smiled as he approached them. Aiba smirked and took the man’s hand as he continued talking to Matsumoto.

Minutes later they see Nino and a bloodied Ohno coming towards them. “Did you even try to do it nicely?” Jun laughed. The shorter man only smiled, revealing his elongated canines. It was then did they notice how their bodies were slowly changing into their original forms.

They followed Aiba who silently led them to a hillside park. It was a perfect location to see the sun go up; calming for their last hour on Earth. Ohno crouched down at the edge, wiping his blade on suit jacket while Sho, Nino, and Jun stood next to Aiba who was staring off into a distance. His eyes held that look again which cause the illusionist to question him.

“Aiba...”

“Mm?”

“You said you once loved, right?” Everyone turned to him at those words, curiosity peaking their interest as well.

“That I did. Your point?”

“Who was it?”

Aiba chuckled and sighed, looking up at the sky. “It was fun up there, doing what you want, talking to him…like actually talking to him,” he smiled. “But he must’ve gotten bored, cause he made them. We were ignored and told to look after his new favorite beings, but when I tried to voice my complaint, when I tried to ask him why doesn’t he like us anymore…I ended up the bad guy.”

“You were an angel?” Nino asked.

“One of the first,” Aiba smiled. “Now I’m only recognized as the first fallen angel just because I loved too much.” His eyes turned dangerous as he looked ahead of him again.

“Jealousy, huh?” Nino murmured as he remembered his bouts of jealousy.

“Now do you see why we are incapable?” Aiba asked Nino. “It is not our place to do so.”

“And if I fall in love?” Nino asked. “I mean I’m already and ex choirmaster, right? Can’t get banished when I already have been, right?”

“I will have to kill you and replace you,” Aiba said seriously. He then looked at Jun. “You too Matsumoto; so don’t.”

“Why are you lecturing us only?”

“Those two see each other as fuck buddies, as I see them. You two, on the other hand, are more human than you’d expect which irritates me.”

“So you hate us?” Jun asked.

“I could never hate you. I could never hate what I created. It is just your emotions that are bothersome,” Aiba said softly, stroking their cheeks as Sho and Ohno watched silently. He looked at his watch, realizing it was 4:30AM. “Thirty more minutes,” he sighed.

Nino winced and removed his shirt, allowing his tattered wings to push their way out. He looked over at Sho who was hunched over, his body fully changed. Ohno’s eyes had turned completely black as the night went on, his canines now jutting out his mouth and his hair slowly turning fiery red. Jun’s skin was completely paled out and his eyes were simply dark hollows.

Aiba was the only one who still looked human. He turned to Nino’s small figure smiling at his changed appearance as well.

They now stood in a line, watching the sun slowly rising over the horizon. “Did you enjoy your time?” Aiba sighed aloud. Sho stretched, cracking a few joints, and nodded. Ohno simply smirked and winked as his response. Jun nodded at the man as well before looking at Nino.

“Yeah,” the illusionist smirked, keeping his gaze on Matsumoto. The rays were gracing their skin, giving the man a different glow. Even with his horrifying appearance, Nino still found him beautiful.

“Time to go,” Aiba said when the sun fully rose and turned around. Behind them was their portal, it was red with what looked like boiling flames. Aiba stepped in immediately. “Come in,” his voice echoed in the air. Sho followed with Ohno close behind. Jun held out his hand so that he and Nino could go through together, but the illusionist kept his on the sun.

“Nino?”

“I don’t want to go in there,” he pouted.

“Why?” Jun asked moving closer to him.

“I’ll be called Faggot there,” Nino whined, causing Jun to laughed and remove the goggles from around his neck.

“I’ll still call you Nino,” he whispered to him as he put the goggles on him. The illusionist smiled and gave him a quick kiss.

“Let’s go then,” Jun smiled and took his hand. They walked into the portal which closed right behind them the minute they went through.
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Three months later

The newspapers held the same headlines and the same stories. The strange occurrences that rang around the nation, the disappearance of citizens, and the mass murder of ten people at night fall three months ago. No one knew why these things were happening or how, but what they all knew was that they were all signs. Signs that said things were about to change from here on out.

The only thing that scared them the most was that no one knew just when the Devil would rear his ugly head.

END
 
 
 
Write it as a dream, read it as a goal.: Aibaayu_t on August 2nd, 2011 02:37 am (UTC)
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Write it as a dream, read it as a goal.: Aibaayu_t on August 2nd, 2011 04:46 am (UTC)
Oh my god, I liked this so much I don't even know where to start o.O

First, the story was so original and interesting. That book must be brilliant *o* And even though I haven't read it (yet) I'm sure you've done a good job adaptating it; I like how you explained things bit by bit, without rushing, and made everything falls slowly into place. In general, the flow was so nice. Also, the details were so well described ;)

But what I loved the most, however, were the characters. That's what really impressed me about this fic. You know, what I find great about the stuff you write is that you manage to turn the boys into these characters that don't really have much in common with that you'd call "canon", that is, the usual way most people imagine them, and still make them so authentic. I mean, look at Aiba here; it's him and he isn't just smiling all day (I like him smiling, tho, it's just so you get the point xD).

It was so amazing, I don't know. Sho being an incubus and being naked and fucking all day, while at the same time being like a kid, made me so stupidly happy. Nino was so different from the rest, always wanting what he can't have and yearning for it, the most human of them all after all (his parts with Jun were lovely). Ohno was as mysterious as ever, showing that weird part of him we all know he hides. Jun was simply flawless, perfect and gave such a strong image. And Aiba, omg Aiba. He was just epicly awesome like that. ♥

Ah, I ended up writing this much LOL I only wanted you to know how much I enjoyed this ^^ I LOVED IT!

P.S. While reading the last two chapters, I remembered about this song. The lyrics just go perfectly with this fic :3
(no subject) - cry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 05:00 am (UTC) (Expand)
Fara Aibafaradakiut on August 2nd, 2011 02:44 am (UTC)
had fun reading this one of a kind story...
glad that they're still together in the end..
thanks for sharing ^^
cry1babycry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 05:14 am (UTC)
im glad you liked the fic and thanks for reading it^^
qeedivertidoqeedivertido on August 2nd, 2011 02:55 am (UTC)
wow it was really good up till the end (can't believe it finished)
i was a very interesting series. quite different from what i had read before, and really very dark, but i enyojed it nonetheless.
in this chapter, i specially loved the ending (three months later part). i think it was a great way to finish the series and kind of amusing.
at times i thought this could become a bit too much for me (as i said, it was DARK) but i'm glad i kept on reading because i honestly loved it.
so, as always, thanks for sharing. i'm looking forward to whatever you decide to do next.
cry1babycry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 05:16 am (UTC)
haha yeah, it ended quite suddenly but thats somewhat how it happened in the book i based it off of xD

i'm glad you enjoyed it, even with the gore and violence haha. thanks for reading this series and im glad you enjoyed it so much^^

haha i do have another multichap brewing in my head but nothing definite yet^^
chibipinkpetalschibipinkpetals on August 2nd, 2011 03:11 am (UTC)
Had so much reading this!! :D
Yama seeing themselves as fuck buddies TTATT
Thanks a lot for sharing this story :D
cry1babycry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 05:17 am (UTC)
haha
thanks for reading the series and im glad you enjoyed it ^^
Lillymagicalsong on August 2nd, 2011 03:35 am (UTC)
This fic was awesome from the start! It's sad to see it end, but it was really great while it lasted! :)

And for their information, Aiba-chan has a very beautiful head. LOL.

Thanks for writing <3.
cry1babycry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 05:13 am (UTC)
thank you hun~
xDD of course Aiba's head is very gorgeous haha
thanks for reading this series and im glad you enjoyed it ^^
sherrifjokesherrifjoke on August 2nd, 2011 03:44 am (UTC)
ok this was FANTASTIC!
just read it from start to finish! and holy cow it was creepy and awesome and wow...
you can totally tell im incoherent now...
i love you like much much!
cry1babycry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 05:12 am (UTC)
omg haha thanks for finding an interest in this fic and im glad you enjoyed it so much^^
lakukulilakukuli on August 2nd, 2011 03:45 am (UTC)
Love the ending!
It's dark, but we see them as they are and leaving to their now so called home
btw Matsumiya is already in love, they are such a cute couple :)
Thanks for the story :D
cry1babycry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 05:12 am (UTC)
Thanks hun~
haha they really are, huh? xD
thanks for reading this series and im glad you enjoyed it^^
50 past 12: 嵐50past12 on August 2nd, 2011 04:42 am (UTC)
Otsukaresama (I don't like to mix Japanese to English when I'm commenting, but I think this is the proper word right now lol).

I really liked how it ended; the ending was beautiful. I may say the whole story itself was excellent!

This even reminded me of two stories I should finish/start writing... But I can't get the will to do so lol

You should write more stories like this! :D At least I liked how things were this way!
Sometimes I think people misunderstood the theme "dark" with "people crying, people betraying people, people dying in the end". "Dark" is not just that uh? That's why I loved this story so much.
And of course, when I say you should write more stories like this, I also mean more devil (or devil like)!Aiba lol

Now I want a movie of this SO HARD XDDD
cry1babycry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 05:11 am (UTC)
haha same here [except for fic titles xD]

thank you bb^^

haha hopefully you will get that will to write it soon ^^

exactly dark falls into many categories and not just i got beat/raped/etc. categories.
xDD i might be hard to top this but i can try to write more darker themed stories xD

xDD me too...when i was writing this i envisioned it in film form -__-

thanks once again for reading this series and im glad you enjoyed it so much^^
Moriah: Arashi- A.Ra.Shi. for dreamall4cyanide on August 2nd, 2011 04:47 am (UTC)
It was such a fun read! I'll miss this tbh. :P I liked how dark and borderline sick it was. It wasn't THAT dark as some people see it, but then again I'm a desensitized American. XDDDDD LOVED IT HUN! Can't wait to see what else you have planned out!
cry1babycry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 05:08 am (UTC)
haha yeah us Americans cant get phased by this at all xD.
thanks for reading it hun and im glad you enjoyed it so much^^

mm i have another multichap brewing in my head but nothing finalized yet haha
so_gracefull: wacky arashiso_gracefull on August 2nd, 2011 04:54 am (UTC)
I didn't expect this series to end so soon! I was reaaly surprised to see the word FINAL. Oh well, good things must come to an end and... I really, really enjoyed this series. It's unique, and goes beyond the normal arashi fics as it incorporates more lessons (and probably realities) in life. The arashi characters are more than just a bonus :) I searched for the book it was based on, and it was written by a Russian author, but I haven't read it yet. Hopefully soon.

So Aiba was also a fallen angel huh. I guess it now all makes sense to me why he was the devil (aside from his human looks being deceiving. haha). I can imagine him being the loving angel and a jealous one too. I liked the Matsumiya love story too. It somehow lessens the impact of the bad things they're doing.

Thanks for such a nice series bb~
cry1babycry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 05:06 am (UTC)
Haha yeah it sprung up on me as well. I was basing some parts out of the book and it too has an ending like that, in the sense that there is the big party where all the chaos happens and then they go back and Russia [seeming how it was a Russian novel] goes back to normal.

Yup, the very first haha. Mm, i love the idea of the devil coming to earth in human form, its creepy but those stories always intrigue me xD. Haha yeah the Matsumiya was what prevented the fic from being completely dark ahaha

thanks for reading it hun and im glad you enjoyed it and got small life lessons from it xD
BeePants: Aiba Masakipercybum on August 2nd, 2011 05:34 am (UTC)
*sulk*

*pout*
cry1babycry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 02:32 pm (UTC)
lol i have no idea how to answer this comment
*passes cookie*
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riapiriapi on August 2nd, 2011 05:41 am (UTC)
had so much fun reading this series..
it's really an interesting read... it's not your typical fanfic reading...with all the plot, the characters attitude, the sex, the gore, everything...

aiba got it hard eh, too much love is sometimes tough.. being an angel loved by god so much, then turned into a guardian angel for the humans now being the no. priority of god, i can understand where he's coming... with all the dirty things humans did, he must be feeling that they[humans] don't deserve the love [that's before, only for them, the angels] they're getting...

and yeay, i'm happy for matsumiya, somehow they're good :] hope they won't piss aiba anymore so they can live. but kudos for them for being brave for their love[?] and lols at nino's problem of being called faggot, thank god/heavens [or is it hell and aiba?] for jun being with him... XD

ohno really love it bloody and dirty... and sho is really leaving up to his incubus nature :D
cry1babycry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 02:36 pm (UTC)
thanks hun~
glad you enjoyed the series haha^^

mm, i like when angels or the devil have those war against human stories for that reason. they were the 1st ones loved by god and then when he made humans it was like he didnt care about them and like you said humans arent doing so great to receive this love now so it can make them extra jealous

haha the matsumiya was the most human and normal pair out of the group with sho running around naked and fucking people all the time and ohno being a killer xD

once again thanks for reading this series and again i am very glad you liked it^^
almond18almond18 on August 2nd, 2011 05:56 am (UTC)
this was so much fun to read =) thank you so much for sharing this...

btw, i still ROFL when nino's other name was mentioned =)
cry1babycry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 02:37 pm (UTC)
as it was fun to write ^^
thanks for reading it and i'm glad you enjoyed it^^

haha he'll never live it down xD
CY ☆CY: AibakaxOhno! - OH SHIET.super_cycy on August 2nd, 2011 06:02 am (UTC)
kjsdhkjshdf.
WAAAAHHHHHH

I'M GONNA MISS THIS BBY~ I really loved this series you had! *____* though it was OOC, I gotta admit. Let's get Arashi to act out this movie xDDDD
it was all just wonderful~! *___*

can't wait to see what else you come up with in the future! x]]
CY ☆CYsuper_cycy on August 2nd, 2011 06:03 am (UTC)
OH OH OH, and that kyute Matsumiya moment....aksjdhfkjsdhf >w<

Oh faggot, you're just a drama queen xDD bahaha joke~!!
(no subject) - cry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 02:38 pm (UTC) (Expand)
momokan69momokan69 on August 2nd, 2011 11:13 am (UTC)
I was so surprised it's already final chapter,,! (>x<)
It's so sad for an awesome fic like this I just had a short journey here,,
Anyway, to the story! I personally think this is very interesting!
I haven't read the original book yet, but this makes me wanting to read it, hehe XD
Even it's kind of dark, I think there's many things that could be learn here,,

I love their characterization, and the way you wrote detail things! I couldn't not like any of their characterization, they're all win my hearts!
I love how Ohno being the mysterious and sadistic man who (I personally see it) treat his weapon like art, how Sho being an incubus who always refuse to wear cloths and sometimes being childish! (I like the part when Aiba trying to make him wear the cloth XD), how Nino is the one who very human-like (maybe that's why he became fallen angel, ne,,), and he and Jun are one of them that always looking for the fit one to attack, it's like they still had their human (or angel?) hearts,, And Aiba,, gosh, the always smiling devil and could turn really scary,, (and I never guessed he's a fallen angel,,!)

And the way you described things here on the fic is really awesome,,! It's so cool and makes me want to watch it in a motion,,! (>x<) The story has awesome plot and you wrote it very well, and the characterization very catching,, It's like Arashi as the casts is just a bonus to add it's awesomeness! (>v<)

I should end my comment here before rambling too much XDDD (I still want to comment but my lack of english skill prevent me,, It's so hard to choose the words that I want to write,, (>x<) )

Anyway, although I just follow the story for a short moment, I really enjoyed it!
Thank you so much for sharing this fic till the end! (^ ^)
cry1babycry1baby on August 2nd, 2011 02:46 pm (UTC)
Yeah since i was slightly following the flow of the book, it basically ended as soon as the "huge party" happens as well. the book was a good read though, a bit tough to understand fully, but i liked it^^

haha thank you hun, i tried to mess around with the characters cause in the book some arent mentioned as much and some dont really have much background to them, so i'm glad you liked what i had done haha. also, yeah in some stories, people depict the devil as being an angel that got too jealous that he was banished and for that he started to hate humans and created created hell which i like that story haha.

haha yeah while i wrote this whole fic, i envisioned it as a movie to begin with and then tried to describe it, which is why at times i had a hard time writing cause it felt too complicated for me haha xD.

xDD your english is very good hun as well as from what you did write it seems as if you understood the story and what i tried to do a lot so i can understand what feelings you are trying to convey in this comment

thanks for reading this series and im glad you enjoyed it ^^