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02 September 2009 @ 02:52 pm
Fourth part  
Title: New World in My View Part 4
Rating: PG-13
Summary: True thoughts bring new light to their relationship.
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Disclaimer: Storyline made up by me, characters involved owned by JE.
Warning: Faint male on male action.

Ch.1 Ch.2 Ch.3

When Sho woke up the next morning he couldn't help but blush at what he did last night. He hasn't dry humped anyone or anything ever since he was a preteen and still he came harder than he ever had before. He stared down at the brunette who was still snoring away on his chest. Sho ran his fingers through the soft semi permed hair smiling when Aiba would make a small noise whenever his nails lightly raked across his scalp. After a few more strokes to his hair Aiba woke up.


"Good morning."

Aiba sat up rubbing his eyes while trying to get out the bed. "What are we doing today? What day is today?" Aiba asked looking at the time which read 10 am.

"Saturday and nothing," Sho smiled pulling the disheveled man back towards him. Aiba nuzzled his face into his neck enjoying the warmth of Sho's body around him. He wondered if Sho did what he had done last night because he was slightly drunk or if he wanted to make him happy. He constantly felt as if he was rushing Sho which is the last thing he wants to do. Aiba was serious last night when he said he will wait as long as it takes, but he doesn't know if Sho wants to wait that long for himself.

"You want breakfast?" Aiba asked staring out the window. The sun was barely peeking out from the closed curtains which caused a thin beam of light to shoot across their legs.

"No, because your gonna have to go cook it. We can eat later."

"But I'm hungry," Aiba whined pulling away from Sho. Sighing, Sho signaled that he could go as he turned over onto his side to watch Aiba leave. Forty minutes later Aiba came back with two plates. "Here," he said through a mouthful of food. Sho smiled and ate his first breakfast with Aiba. While they ate, they decided to make a schedule on what to do that day. So far they've come up with shopping for both food and clothes, watching a movie, and then dinner.

"I get to go home tonight right? You aren't planning on keeping me here forever?" Sho joked while Aiba cocked his head to the side pretending he was thinking.

"I don't know. I've grown very attached to my toy," Aiba giggled dodging the pillow Sho threw at him.

"Idiot," Sho smiled. He would be lying if he said he didn't like sleeping in the same bed with Aiba, but he could use his own bed; it has his kaimaki quilt.

"Of course you can go home. That's where we're having dinner anyways," Aiba said casually making Sho snap his head up.


"I haven't been to your house in a long time. So I thought it would be nice if we went there and had dinner."

"But I still live with my family."

"We don't have to say anything if that's what your worried about. As far as they know we are only friends and band mates." Sho could hear that tone slowly seeping in his voice. He pinched Aiba who yelped in pain.

"Don't get mad okay. I was just shocked that you wanted to come to my place and have a family dinner. Plus, I thought that you'd want to do something later and my house wouldn't be the best place," Sho pouted looking at his empty plate.

"I'm not horny all the time and I wasn't angry," Aiba corrected. The air felt weird when they stopped talking. The two were practically staring each other down. "I'll go clean up," Aiba said softly before leaving the room.

Sho sucked his teeth and followed his angry boyfriend. He wrapped his arm around Aiba's waist resting his chin on his shoulder. The man leaned into the hug and placed his hands over Sho's. He wasn't mad or anything, only disappointed that they were thinking differently about their relationship. While he was worried about rushing Sho, Sho was worried about not pleasing him.

"Are you mad?" Sho asked. Aiba shook his head 'no' and turned around to face him.

"I want you to tell me the complete and honest truth. Don't bother worrying about my feelings and just tell me the truth okay?" Sho slowly nodded his head. "Are you trying to please me more than you think you can?" Aiba asked. Sho stepped back and looked away. "Stop thinking and say 'yes' or 'no'. Are you forcing yourself to do things with me?" he asked again. There was a long pause before the man said anything.

"Yes," Sho whispered.

"Why?" Aiba sighed. His heart felt heavy as he waited for Sho's answer.

"Because it's unfair to you. You've waited this long for me and I don't want you to wait anymore."

"I said I don't care if I have to Sho. Not even if it takes another 10 years, just don't make this relationship fake," Aiba paused before continuing. "So last night, did you really want to or were you just acting?"

"Don't say it that way," Sho said getting angry.

"Just say yes or no," Aiba said raising his voice a little.

"It's not a yes or no question!" Sho yelled. The room was quiet before Sho spoke up again. "Yes, at first I was pushing myself to, but when we started to do it I wanted to continue. Last night wasn't fake, but I am trying to catch up with you," Sho admitted.

"Stop worrying about that. If I become impatient then it's my problem and not yours. I just want you go at your own pace and not what you think is mine," Aiba said reaching out to hold Sho's hand. He understood Sho's problem and was glad he was putting Aiba's feelings before his own, but in the end he knew it would only hurt both of them. Sho pulled Aiba in for a kiss and wrapped his arms around him. Aiba kissed back tasting the breakfast they just had as their tongues moved against each other.

"I'm sorry," Sho said in between kisses.

"Shut up," Aiba said pulling Sho towards the bathroom.

Sho and Aiba had spent a lot more time shopping than they thought they would. It wasn't their fault that the place they went to was having a huge sale and that they would get recognized. Luckily they made it out alive and were able to go somewhere else to finish their shopping. "What movie are we gonna watch?" Sho asked eating the grapes he just bought.

"Whatever that's at your house," Aiba shrugged.

"You really didn't plan this out properly," Sho laughed.

"We," Aiba corrected getting in the car. Once inside he leaned over and kissed Sho before driving off. By the time they got to Sho's house dinner was already being made. Both of them greeted his parents before going to his room. "You still don't clean up in here," Aiba sighed picking up a few articles of clothing.

"Yeah, yeah," Sho sighed helping Aiba tidy up the room a little bit. Aiba sat on the bed staring at his boyfriend put things away in their proper place. Again that look of concentration was on his face making him bite his lip. When Sho turned around he saw the look in Aiba's eyes, he blushed feeling slightly uncomfortable. "Quit undressing me with your eyes," Sho said covering his chest and crotch with his hands. Aiba laughed and laid back on the bed closing his eyes.

Sho went over to his bed and straddled Aiba, tracing random patterns across his chest. With eyes still closed, Aiba placed his hands on the older man's hips. Sho leaned forward to kiss him but there was a knock on the door. "Dinner's ready!" he heard his brother yell.

"Fuck," Aiba sighed sitting up. His eyes met Sho's and he noticed the lust in them. Even though it was faint he still caught that look. Sho gave him a chaste kiss on the lips before getting up and dragging him out the room.

They never really got a chance to watch a movie after dinner. They were too busy making out in Sho's room. This time it was Aiba as the bottom while Sho explored his body with his lips.

Sho removed Aiba's shirt kissing along the birthmarked shoulder. Sho always adored that birthmark and it disappointed him when Aiba had to hide it or when it would get photoshopped out of pictures. He continued to kiss further down until he reached the small scar on tanned chest. That was another thing about Aiba that Sho loved, the fact that his body had small imperfections that made him perfect.

"Sho stop," Aiba gasped when Sho softly bit the skin under his bellybutton. Sho looked up wondering what was wrong. Aiba pulled him up and kissed him passionately. "Let's not okay. At least not tonight," he whispered. Sho nodded resting his head on the same pillow. He draped the covers over both of them and cuddled with him. Aiba waited until Sho's breathing evened out before slipping out of bed and putting his shirt on. He wrote a short note saying he went back home and left it on the desk across the room. After giving him a goodnight kiss to the forehead, Aiba left.
Current Mood: coldcold
iMai<33aimai3 on September 2nd, 2009 10:03 pm (UTC)
I really like this series !!
Omgg! I wanna know why Aiba lefttt!!
cry1babycry1baby on September 4th, 2009 12:50 am (UTC)
(=^-^=) thanks for enjoying it.

kajalmonstakajalmonsta on September 2nd, 2009 10:19 pm (UTC)
omg .... why did he leave??? ;___;

please update soon~~ the story really is great^^
cry1babycry1baby on September 4th, 2009 12:50 am (UTC)
thanks for enjoying, will try n update to the best of my ability

Momomomof on September 3rd, 2009 02:56 am (UTC)
Ah, I simply adore this just as much as I adore cute Aiba x"D It's not as intense as angst but also not as smooth as fluff... This chapter sorta has a bit of everything, ne?

AND because of the ending....update may be soon,ne? But once again, don't push yourself for us :")
cry1babycry1baby on September 4th, 2009 12:48 am (UTC)
thanks, next chapter hopefully will be done next week, but its not definite

Lilly: Sakuraiba x2magicalsong on September 3rd, 2009 05:35 am (UTC)
Waah, I'm loving this fic so much and it just always keeps me wondering about what's going to happen next. >.<

Aww, Aiba-chan why'd you leave? D: You just got your Sho-chan too ]: Come back! ;~;

Can't wait for the next update! <3
cry1babycry1baby on September 4th, 2009 12:47 am (UTC)
i really lol-ed at ur comment.

maibachanmaibachan on September 3rd, 2009 11:13 am (UTC)
This is awesome!!!
Argh!!! What's going to happen next!?!?!
There so cute, and so awkward, and yet so perfect:P
I know that doesn't really make sense, but in my warped mind it does.
Thank you for another lovely chapter!!
cry1babycry1baby on September 4th, 2009 12:46 am (UTC)
thanks, hopefully the next one will be out next week, depending on how much reading imma be doing....(-_-)

Moriah: Arashi- Sakuraibaall4cyanide on November 3rd, 2009 04:58 am (UTC)
I will sit here and wait for your update like a good little fangirl. This fic is awesome. >.< You are too great at what you do!! Hehehe! I really wanna know what happens!
cry1babycry1baby on November 4th, 2009 03:19 am (UTC)
aww thanks love, that really makes me happy

*pats head*

siuyeebshosiuyeebsho on November 3rd, 2009 09:03 am (UTC)
aiba left? why ????
cry1babycry1baby on November 4th, 2009 03:19 am (UTC)
cliffhanger ^_^

Karasu Fictiontetenanii on November 11th, 2010 12:54 am (UTC)
Wai aiba. wai you leeve shosho.