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07 September 2009 @ 05:56 am
New World in My View Pt. 5  
Title: New World in My View Pt. 5
Pairing: Aiba/Sho
Rating: PG-13
Summary: Lover's spats and getting rid of doubts
Warning: Angst like you wouldn't believe it.
Ch.1 Ch.2 Ch.3 Ch.4

Aiba sighed once he entered his home, lethargically removing his jacket and shoes. He felt bad about leaving Sho, but he believed it was the right thing to do. Sho needed some time to himself to sort things out without Aiba being around to influence is thoughts. After a quick shower he went to bed with the pangs of guilt eating at him.
2 A.M.

Sho abruptly woke up and immediately he realized he was alone in the room. He looked down at the empty spot beside him knowing he was the reason Aiba left. He got up and turned on the lights wincing for a while until his eyes adjusted to the change. It was then did he notice the note on the desk.

Don't worry, I only went home.

Goodnight Sho-chan.


Sho smiled at the signature, but his happiness only lasted for a few seconds before the weight hit his heart. He knew things would be a lot more different now that Aiba knew he wasn't a hundred percent ready to be in this relationship. Yet, what bothered him more was that now Aiba will be ten times more critical and careful about what they did together. 'It's useless mopping around about it now. I'll just talk to him tomorrow' Sho thought to himself as he got back into bed.


Tomorrow was going to be a hard one for the boys. They had a photo shoot, three interviews, and a taping to do. Sho quickly noticed a change in Aiba the minute he walked in their dressing room. The other man was deliberately finding things to keep him from getting close. Aiba was busy bothering anyone who was unlucky to cross his path. Throughout the day Sho did anything he could to get Aiba's attention, but of course they all failed. Fed up and annoyed, Sho stormed off after their second interview. He didn't know where he was going, but anywhere is better than being in a room and getting ignored.

He roamed the building for a decent spot before he went to the roof and sat by the door. He may have been angry, but he still remembered his fear of heights. He could feel his phone vibrating against his thigh, but he didn't want to answer it. Sho let it ring a few more times before deciding to pick up. "Yes?" he said in a hoarse voice. He hadn't talked much all day and tried to keep his answers short when a question was directed at him.

"Don't 'yes' me where the fuck are you?" Ohno asked. Sho was startled that Ohno would actually curse at him.

"I'm just taking a breather," Sho sighed rubbing his eyes.

"Where?" Ohno asked, this time in his normal voice.

"The roof." The door suddenly opened making Sho jump a bit. He looked up and saw Aiba staring down at him. "I have to go. I've been spotted," Sho's voice went deadpan.

"What are you doing up here? I thought you were afraid of heights?" Aiba asked squatting down in front of Sho.

"Hence why I'm sitting so close to the door," the annoyance in Sho's voice was apparent. "So now you want to talk to me?"

"Yes, we need to go and you're holding us up," Aiba said coldly. Sho saw red and tackled Aiba so he was now straddling him.

"I'm sorry okay. I said I was sorry!" Sho yelled. "I didn't mean to lie, I only tried to do what you wanted!" he continued while Aiba stared up at him.

"I think you jumped into this too fast," Aiba said calmly. Sho released the grip he had on the front of Aiba's shirt. "Maybe you need some time alone to sort out your thoughts."

Sho got off him and leaned against the door. He rest his head on his knees wanting to erase everything he said yesterday. Aiba sat next to him looking ahead at the other buildings. They sat in silence for a long time before Sho spoke up.

"Are you breaking up with me?" Sho's question sounded muffled in his position.

"I don't know."

Sho looked up at Aiba with tear filled eyes. The other man quickly looked away so his own tears would go unnoticed. "How come you won't believe anything I tell you unless it's negative?" Sho asked.

"What are you talking about?"

"I told you that I wanted to date you and you didn't believe me. I told you I wanted to continue kissing you and you doubted me. Then when I told you I was rushing myself to accommodate to your feelings and you believed it. Why are you so quick to doubt me?" Sho was now facing Aiba who was fidgeting with his laces.

"For 10 years I've debated on telling you that I liked you. In fact it stopped being 'liked' by then and it became love. So for 10 years I was constantly thinking about possible outcomes for when you find out and this was one of them," Aiba said looking up at Sho. "You want me to be happy so you force yourself into a relationship with me." Aiba paused to move some hair away from Sho's face. "I already planned out what I would do if it came down to this. Either we break up or we continue dating until you really do have feelings for me," Aiba ended dropping his hand away from Sho's face.

"I do have feelings for you."

"Too fast," Aiba shot back. "I told you about two weeks ago, a week later we're dating, three days later we break up."

"I guess I lose no matter what I say or do," Sho said getting up walking away from the door. "I love everything that we do together. Seriously. When I told you that I liked the kiss you gave me I was fucking serious. When I say that I like you, Aiba I really do mean it. And not as a friend either, but as a boyfriend. But that doesn't satisfy you at all" Sho sighed. Aiba watched Sho's movement noticing something he did a lot during their junior days. He remembered when Sho would try to act aloof whenever he's gotten heartbroken. He saw the way Sho slipped his hand in his pockets and rock back and forth.

"Sho-chan," Aiba whispered looking at his back.

"Let's go," Sho turned around and gave him a forced smile. Aiba grabbed his wrist and pushed him against the door. Aiba captured the plump lips in a kiss running his fingers in Sho's hair. Sho flipped their positions so that Aiba was sandwiched between him and the door. The kiss got more and more intense before Sho's phone vibrated. They pulled back breathing heavily. "Hello?"

"Hurry up and get down here!" Matsujun yelled and hung up. Aiba bit his lip pulling Sho in for one more kiss.

"Make me believe you," Aiba moaned against his lips.

"I will," Sho responded. They left the rooftop hand in hand and entered the van apologizing the whole way to their next location.
Current Mood: blahblah
Rukia1314rukia1314 on September 7th, 2009 11:30 am (UTC)
gah why do i love this so much!
sakuraiba banzai!
cant wait for more XDDDDDD
cry1babycry1baby on September 7th, 2009 11:35 pm (UTC)
thanks for enjoying it.

Momomomof on September 7th, 2009 01:41 pm (UTC)
It's kinda lovely how Aiba-chan seemed a bit hotNcold but I should leave the boy alone since he was confused and I love it after all. The last bit was a bit rushing to me. There's a good enough reason for his sudden kiss and change of thought but I'd love it more if you wrote it a lil more detailed. Nevermind since the way the storyline processes satisfies me well enough!

And Sho-kun, make him BELIEVE him with some real action *grin*
cry1babycry1baby on September 7th, 2009 11:34 pm (UTC)
lol yea i've been struggling with that ending for four days, but i still decided to send out what i had written down. thanks for reading

iMai<33aimai3 on September 7th, 2009 04:46 pm (UTC)
I LOVE itt!
cry1babycry1baby on September 7th, 2009 11:37 pm (UTC)
lol thanks for reading

Lilly: Sakuraiba x2magicalsong on September 7th, 2009 10:27 pm (UTC)
Phew, I was so scared that you were going to break them again xP Thank god [:

Yays for Sakuraiba <3

Thanks for writing, can't wait for the next update! x3
cry1babycry1baby on September 7th, 2009 11:36 pm (UTC)
i would never do such a thing lol. thanks for reading

maibachanmaibachan on September 18th, 2009 01:23 pm (UTC)
How did I miss this chap!!!
Stupid real life is getting in the way of my fic stalking!!!!! :P
Awesome in the pants!! Totally awesome!! At least I get to read two in a row now ^__^
*goes on to the smexy chap*
cry1babycry1baby on September 19th, 2009 01:45 am (UTC)
silly billy, but thanks for reading.

sushi4ever: aiba_leysushi4ever on November 2nd, 2009 10:49 pm (UTC)
Waaaaaa~~ sakuraiba *tears*
Please sho make aiba believe you
Aiba hayaku and shinjite in sho's kimotchi
cry1babycry1baby on November 3rd, 2009 01:48 am (UTC)
lol thanks for reading

siuyeebshosiuyeebsho on November 4th, 2009 08:49 am (UTC)
this is good - like the part where ohno cursed ! cute
cry1babycry1baby on November 5th, 2009 12:23 am (UTC)
lol i would love to hear him curse in person

Moriah: Arashi- Sakuraiba Hugglesall4cyanide on November 4th, 2009 07:54 pm (UTC)
OH SO! PLEASE PLEASE MAKE HIM BELIEVE YOU in the naughtiest way possible! XDD I'm still loving this! Keep up the good work!
cry1babycry1baby on November 4th, 2009 10:45 pm (UTC)
lol naughty is better

Thank you !

Karasu Fictiontetenanii on November 11th, 2010 12:59 am (UTC)
:) bi-polar boys.
cry1babycry1baby on November 11th, 2010 02:02 am (UTC)
haha well when you arent even sure of your sexuality i'm sure this would happen too