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24 September 2009 @ 02:21 am
Part 7  
Title: New World in My View Pt. 7
Pairing: Aiba/Sho
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Sho's confusion of his koi and ai for Aiba.
Warning: More male on male sexual encounters. Unbeta-ed
Disclaimer: I don't know or own any of the characters in this story, except Kizu-chan. This never happened either.
A/N: My longest chapter by far.
Ch.1 Ch.2 Ch.3 Ch.4 Ch.5 Ch.6

It was beginning to annoy him. Every morning he'd wake up with wet, sticky, and sometimes stiff underwear. All because he got a little too happy dreaming about Aiba. Sho sighed and cleaned his boxers with some tissue paper in the bathroom. He knew what his body wanted, but his mind wasn't ready.

Of course its only natural to want to have sex with your boyfriend, but is it okay to do so before saying those important words? He wasn't going to say he loved him simply to justify his reasons on having sex. He knows he loves him as a friend, but as a boyfriend he's still pretty much madly infatuated with Aiba. 'Doesn't that mean love?' he thought staring into his reflection.

After he showered, he changed into a V-neck and jeans caring less about his appearance. Slipping on his glasses and a hat, he took the train to work. Nino and Ohno were in the dressing room messing around like they usually did. They were wrestling with each other but if you were to stand outside it would sound like something completely different. "Aiba was looking for you," Ohno said in a strained voice as he tried to hold Nino down.


"Here. He left a couple of minutes ago," Sho nodded his head unsure if he should wait until he gets back or go look for him.

"You guys are dating right?" Nino asked this time on top of Ohno who wasn't struggling as much as the gamer had been. Sho knew that when he kissed Aiba in the van that day they'd figure it out, but he still was nervous about telling them.

"Um, yeah."

"Have you fucked him yet?"

"Nino!" both Ohno and Sho yelled. Nino only raised his eyebrows as if he didn't know what he did wrong. Sho looked away from the two feeling as if he should leave. Who knows they might start going at it in front of him, especially with the way Ohno would let out small pants of air from time to time.

"I'll go look for him," Sho said under his breath. He quickly left the room, warning Mastujun not to enter when he bumped into him in the hall. He looked around the place and didn't see any sign that Aiba was even in the building. 'The brat probably said that to get information out of me. Or maybe so he and Ohno could…' he stopped thinking continued looking for Aiba. Right when he was about to give up he heard that breathy giggle coming from another room. Slowly he looked in and saw Aiba playing with a little girl; she must've been at least 5 years old. Sho smiled as he watched the two, Aiba was always good with kids as much as he was with animals. When the girl noticed Sho, Aiba turned around.

“Sho-chan meet Kizu-chan,” Aiba smiled. The little girl ran to Sho, hugged his leg, and looked up at him with an adorable smile. Sho smiled back and picked her up.

“Where did you find her?” Sho asked.

“I was walking around and one of staff-san approached me. She said it’ll only be for 15 minutes,” Aiba shrugged, smiling at how well Sho handled her.

“Ohno and Nino said you were looking for me,” Sho said after a moments silence. Aiba nodded but didn’t say anything. Sho figured he was waiting so that they could be alone. Ten minutes later a woman came in thanking them both for watching her daughter. Kizu-chan waved bye to both of them making them smile brightly. The room was quiet now that they were alone. It wasn’t awkward or anything, but neither wanted to sit in silence. “So why were you looking for me?” Sho asked again.

“To set up a date or something.”

“For what? Shit is it like an anniversary that I wasn’t really paying attention to?” Sho asked trying to think back.

“No, stupid,” Aiba laughed hitting Sho’s head playfully. “We’ve only been together for a month.” Sho nodded his head not sure what he was getting at. “I just wanted to do something special.”

“I see. Like dinner for two?”

“Yeah, something cheesy like that.”

“Well if you don’t want something cheesy… what do you want to do?” Sho asked taking a hold of Aiba’s hands.

“Anything you want,” Aiba said, his voice getting deeper. Sho laughed softly and pulled him closer. They were about to kiss when Matsujun cut them off.

“Fuck on your own time. We have work to do,” he scolded them, rolling his eyes in annoyance. Aiba and Sho stiffened up and ran out the room. They had a performance to do and a small interview as well, so they wanted to practice one last time. However, it was opportunely at rehearsal when Sho felt those feelings again. It wasn’t his fault though. He couldn’t help the way Aiba’s pants would hang low on his waist, the sweat dripping down his neck, his tank top that exposed his birthmark, and to top things off the way his hips swayed side to side. Sho sat down on the floor lustfully staring at his boyfriend making his loose sweats feel tighter.

Sho quickly got up and power walked to the bathroom hoping he didn’t seem suspicious. He looked down at the offending erection sighing from pleasure as well as disappointment when he began jerking off. He closed his eyes trying to use Aiba as his muse. Little did he know that said muse was watching him from the bathroom door.

“You should go into a stall. More private,” Aiba said in amusement as Sho jumped covering himself. “Did I do that?” he asked mischievously, pointing to the older man's dick. Sho was staring at him wide-eyed and breathing hard as Aiba approached him. “Sorry,” he whispered when he was face to face with Sho.

He knelt in front of Sho and pulled his sweats and briefs down, immediately taking the stiff cock into his mouth. Sho stifled his moan with his hand and leaned against the sink. Aiba looked up at the man pant and gasp whenever his tongue did something right.

“Aiba, hurry” he whimpered remembering they were still rehearsing. The younger man grabbed Sho’s cock, jerking it off as he tongued the head. Sho felt his stomach tighten as he got closer to coming. Aiba moaned around the head knowing the vibration would set Sho off. And much like he figured Sho let out a strangled cry and came in his mouth.

Aiba swallowed it all looking up at Sho whose mouth was hanging open taking in air. He pulled the pants and briefs back in place as he stood up. Aiba went in for a kiss, but Sho leaned back. “You swallowed?” he asked in a small voice. Aiba nodded wondering if Sho was disgusted.

“Was that bad?” he whispered. Sho shook his head 'no' and let Aiba capture his lips for a deep kiss. Aiba licked at the full lips asking for entrance. Sho opened and immediately their tongues slid along each other giving him a taste of himself. The kiss left Sho a little red by the time they came back from the bathroom. Matsujun again was not pleased.

They had about 2 hours before they were due for the interview and performance. They all chose to get some food together since it’s been a while. Aiba was talking to Nino and Ohno while Sho and Matsujun followed behind. If Sho had not gotten off earlier that day he would’ve now. He swore Aiba was walking like that on purpose. He’s never wanted to fuck someone so bad his entire life. 'What’s with these teenage hormones?' Sho asked himself snapping out of his trance when Matsujun hit him.

“What the hell?”

“I should be saying that. You’ve done nothing but daydream this whole time.” Sho knew he was mad because he wasn’t listening to whatever story Jun-kun was saying.

“Sorry, sorry. Continue.”

“Just go to him already. Clearly all you want to do is have sex.”

“Why are you mad? I haven’t done anything bad have I?”

“Like delaying rehearsal and fucking during rehearsal?” Matsumoto shot back. Sho stopped turned to him. He hasn’t gotten angry at him ever since Jun became a DoS.

“Hey fuck off ok. I know there’s a time a place, but we actually had to watch a kid. Then you walked in like two minutes after she left so what you saw wasn't anything. And about the bathroom break I’m sorry about that. I’m just going through a hormonal stage,” Sho shot back at him feeling like a child at the end. “And by the way…we haven’t exactly…you know,” he said feeling uneasy talking to Jun about this.



They continued walking trying to catch up with the rest of the guys. They remained silent the rest of the way, neither looking at each other.

They chose to get some sushi instead of their usual yakiniku. The boys were mostly likely holding off until they get treated again. Aiba of course sat next to Sho and Nino next to Aiba. Matsujun and Ohno were across, Ohno being across from Nino. They chatted about small things like rehearsal, if they were ready for the performance, and upcoming concerts. Soon enough they were talking about personal matters laughing at what would be classified as an Aibaka moment when Aiba finished his story.

Sho tapped Aiba’s thigh to get his attention. He turned to him waiting for Sho to speak. “Do you think we should tell them?” he whispered in his ear.

“I don’t see why not,” Aiba shrugged. “Why? You don’t want to?” Aiba asked slightly worried.

“I think they know already, but we can confirm it, right?” Sho calculatedly answered. He did want to tell them, but his nerves were getting in the way. Also, he didn’t want to bring it up after that small fight with Matsumoto. Aiba nodded in agreement and held Sho’s hand, that was still on his lap, under the table.

“We can tell them if the topic comes up,” Aiba smiled.

“If what topic comes up?” Nino smiled, clearly eavesdropping. Aiba and Sho shared a quick glance before answering him.

“Um, Sho-chan and I are dating,” he said low enough for only them to hear and no one else.

“Duh,” Matsumoto said with a smile. Sho didn’t know if that was his way of apologizing to him or if it was because Aiba stated something so obvious.

“Well we wanted it to be clear and upfront. Unlike Ohmiya over there,” Sho said pointing to Nino who was getting ready to feed Ohno.

“Certain things don’t need to be said, right Ohno-kun?” Nino said feeding Ohno the piece of sushi. Ohno nodded not caring much what they were saying, he was just hungry. Sho laughed and held Aiba’s hand tighter.

They returned 45 minutes before their performance and changed into their clothes. Sho made sure not to look at Aiba while he changed to lessen his chances of getting hard before the show. Of course the other man noticed this and smirked, purposely bending over the table to get something he dropped when Sho turned around. He even added a few grunts as he tried to reach for the object that kept getting pushed further away.

“Oi!” Sho called out to him with a smile. “Just walk around. That was so mean,” he said sitting on the small couch that was in the room. Aiba only giggled and easily grabbed the item before walking away. Of course not without swaying his hips more than necessary.

The show went smoothly. There were no mistake in the choreography and the interview had lots of laughs. Also, Sho managed to not have one dirty though about Aiba, which was a big accomplishment to him since the smallest things can turn him on right about now. Such as the time he innocently looked at Aiba’s hair and thought about how it felt as it tickled his chest and stomach whenever the man would ‘explore’ his body. Sho had to excuse himself immediately because of that.

Everyone pretty much had plans already so there wasn’t going to be a late night get together. That is except for the two lovebirds.

“Did you decide on anything yet?” Aiba asked as he waited for Sho to finish dressing.

“Yes, but you may not like it.”

“Oh no, what did you plan?” Aiba smiled. Sho turned around with an even brighter smile making Aiba laugh.

“I make you dinner instead. I’ve been practicing and I think I’m getting better,” he said in one breath.

“Are you sure? Cause I can easily try and set up a reservation on something?” Aiba insisted. Sho pouted and crossed his arms over his chest, turning his head away. “Ok ok, sorry. We can do that,” Aiba sighed poking Sho’s puffed out cheek. That put a smile on Sho’s face again.

Aiba sat at the table watching Sho attempt to make dinner. There were a few times where he feared his taste buds’ safety with the way Sho handled things, but none the less kept quiet. Sho was making curry, since it was Aiba’s favorite, and was surprisingly attempting Katsudon. Even though he looked awkward at times, the sight of him cooking food was very sexy to Aiba. 45 minutes later and dinner was completely ready and Aiba didn’t have to help once. That may or may not have been a good thing.

“Here you go,” Sho smiled staring at Aiba. He watched him take a bite and waited for his reaction. Aiba laughed and nodded his head.

“It’s good, now stop staring at me while I eat,” he laughed. The couple ate dinner commenting on a few things before their talk got more serious. “Sho” Aiba said looking at his empty glass.

“What?” Sho knew something was up. He hardly got called by his first name when it comes to Aiba. Not even during their intimate moments which he found strange.

“Don’t get worried or mad or whatever Sho-like reaction,” Aiba said leaning back against the chair. Now Sho was worried, he didn’t like the way he was talking. “I want to go further, but I don’t know where you’re at,” he said softly and slowly, clearly thinking of the best way to word it. Sho knew this topic would come up, especially with the way the day has been going; it was almost like an omen.

“I do too, but I can’t.”


“I haven’t said it to you,” Sho replied sadly.

“Does that even matter?” Aiba whispered.

“Of course it does. It’ll be my first time with a man.”

“Mine too,” Aiba said looking up at Sho. “And I want my first time to be with you.”

Sho could tell how serious he was which made him worry again. How long was he going to wait until he tells him he loves him? It’s only been a month, but they have history; 10 years plus their junior days. They remained quiet for a long time, both trying to think of something to say. Many minutes had passed before Sho got up and took Aiba into the bedroom. He didn’t know what he was going to do, but he couldn’t stand being in the kitchen any longer.

“Masaki, I-”

“Don’t say it if you’re not ready. I’m sorry I brought this up,” Aiba whispered cutting Sho off.

“I love you,” Sho continued staring intently at the other man. He shouldn’t care if it's too early or not to say such words. It’s more about what and how he feels when he’s around Aiba; feelings of love. Everyone wants to be loved and it's stupid to run away the minute it comes up. Aiba exhaled heavily when Sho said those words and smiled despite the tears forming in his eyes.

“Me too Sho-chan,” he said tearfully as he sat on bed. Sho walked towards him and knelt down to wipe Aiba’s face with his thumbs.

“Crybaby,” he whispered lovingly.

“Shut up,” Aiba said softly before kissing Sho. Aiba's hands went to cup Sho's cheeks while the other slipped his hands under his shirt. When they pulled apart the rapper smiled at him. He was ready.
Bernie: [Aiba Masaki] Natural Beautyberniechan on September 24th, 2009 06:47 am (UTC)
Matsujun again was not pleased.

Classic MatsuJun. <3
cry1babycry1baby on September 25th, 2009 03:18 am (UTC)
lol i like how Matsujun was the main focus for you.

壊れる世界kowareru_sekai on September 24th, 2009 10:28 am (UTC)
Sho is ready :O
I expected so much for this; now I'm nervous lol

Thank you for the update ^^
cry1babycry1baby on September 25th, 2009 03:20 am (UTC)
aw y the nerves? you're welcome and thanks for reviewing.

shoaichoushoaichou on September 24th, 2009 11:06 am (UTC)
Sho-Aiba Couple is ready to become a real one^^

Ohmiya and Dos Jun are the great supporters to Sakuraiba too.

So happy ;3

Thanks for updating:D
cry1babycry1baby on September 25th, 2009 03:20 am (UTC)
thanks for reviewing

yuliflor: Sexy Shoyuliflor on September 24th, 2009 06:00 pm (UTC)
Aiba's ready, Sho's ready, They're both finally ready! Kyaaaa!!!! ^_^

For some strange reason i feel nervous for them now.

Great chap.
cry1babycry1baby on September 25th, 2009 03:21 am (UTC)
aw not again, why the nerves? thanks for reviewing

Momo: Shosstaremomof on September 25th, 2009 06:14 am (UTC)
If everyday is filled w/ Sakuraiba smut... *daydream*

And why did you stop at that critical moment...More, more please *moan* Okay, I'm just a total sucker for Sakuraiba smuts *sigh*

Oh, why did MatsuJun leave such a strong impression on me lol Here, he's just so...classic lol
cry1babycry1baby on September 25th, 2009 06:43 am (UTC)
lol everyday would be great if it were filled with their smut. apparently Matsujun is a big hit with you guys lol

szaniszani on September 25th, 2009 12:28 pm (UTC)
Waaaaahhh, Sakuraiba again <3
So hot :D Poor Sho-chan, having dirty thoughts all the time xD I guess it must be troublesome xD
Finally Aiba-chan heard these three words! Ureshiiiiiiii <3
It was cool ^^
cry1babycry1baby on September 25th, 2009 08:47 pm (UTC)
thoughts like those are troublesome. lol i said that like i've had experience.

thanks for reviewing ( ^.^)/

mintceresmintceres on September 26th, 2009 12:26 pm (UTC)
Also, Sho managed to not have one dirty though about Aiba, which was a big accomplishment to him since the smallest things can turn him on.
good boy *pats head*

I love this asdfghjk
smut <3

thanks :)
cry1babycry1baby on September 26th, 2009 05:20 pm (UTC)
sakuraiba smut ftw

thanks for reading

sushi4ever: aiba_smilesushi4ever on November 2nd, 2009 11:42 pm (UTC)
Sho finally say it yes yes
And yay they will do it for the first time~
cry1babycry1baby on November 3rd, 2009 01:42 am (UTC)
hai hai, thanks for reading

Moriah: Arashi- Sakuraiba Hugglesall4cyanide on November 6th, 2009 05:48 am (UTC)
He was ready.
HELLS YES! I'm ready too! This was hot and I know what's next will be too! ILU for this!
cry1babycry1baby on November 6th, 2009 06:46 am (UTC)
lol ^_^

siuyeebshosiuyeebsho on November 6th, 2009 07:35 am (UTC)
cool - sho chan finally say it ~
cry1babycry1baby on November 7th, 2009 12:45 am (UTC)
thanks for reading

MissMei34animemanga1994 on November 7th, 2009 12:10 am (UTC)
awwwwwwwwww sho said he luvs aiba<3333333333333 luv the ohmiya pair and matsujun being mad:)
cry1babycry1baby on November 7th, 2009 12:45 am (UTC)
lol thanks for reading it

musosurumusosuru on November 8th, 2009 06:03 pm (UTC)
i couldn't stop and comment,...I just read straight through so i could finally comment :DD it was too enthralling to stop so....AMAZING :DDD loved it and can't wait for the next one ^_~
cry1babycry1baby on November 8th, 2009 06:48 pm (UTC)
thanks ^_^

Karasu Fictiontetenanii on November 11th, 2010 01:19 am (UTC)
kya kya

Why is Muju always mean? xD
cry1babycry1baby on November 11th, 2010 02:03 am (UTC)
haha it's in his nature