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06 October 2009 @ 01:04 am
New World in My View FINAL  
Title: New World in My View FINAL
Pairing: Sakuraiba
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Sho and Aiba enter a new chapter in their relationship after an incident 3 months ago.
Disclaimer: This story is made up. I don’t know/own any of the characters mentioned in story.
Warning: Heavy sexing, unbeta-ed, and very long.

A/N: This is the last chapter. Thanks to everyone who read and commented, they really did help me continue on and kept me on my toes lol. I have another multi-chap in mind, but not sure if it will be sakuraiba. Hopefully you guys will enjoy it. I may not update for a while after this, school work is starting to catch up. Anyway once again thank you guys so much (momof the most; sorry to exclude you guys) and sorry i didn't really warn you guys the end was near. Please enjoy the final installment of New World in My View (=^_^)/ .

Ch.1 Ch.2 Ch.3 Ch.4 Ch.5 Ch.6 Ch.7 Ch.8 Ch.9

Sho looked over at his sleeping boyfriend with a smile. He looked unbelievably peaceful when he was asleep which Sho thought was cute. He pushed a few strands of hair out of Aiba’s face, letting his fingers rest on his cheek. Sighing the rapper laid back and looked up at the spinning ceiling fan.
Three months ago

It was a shock to Sho when he woke up to his brother looking down at him. Sho sat up quickly making sure both he and Aiba were covered in the appropriate places. “What are you doing in here?” Sho asked angrily and groggily.

“Mom came in first,” was all he said. Sho couldn’t tell if his brother was angry, disgusted, or okay with his situation. “She’s in shock,” he continued.

“What about you? How do you feel about it?”

Shu shrugged and looked away. “It doesn’t matter what I think?”

“It does.”

“If I said it’s gross and wrong, what are you going to do?” Shu asked.

“Is that how you feel?”

“I don’t know,” he whispered looking at his hands. “Talk to mom,” he sighed and left. Sho was confused at his brother’s reaction, but he knew his parents would be two tough obstacles. He changed into some pajama pants and a shirt before making his way to the living room where his parents were. His mom looked up at him with sad eyes, while his father didn’t even look his way.

“For how long?” she asked, her voice barely coming out.

“A month.”

“A month,” she repeated looking away.

“I’m not gay so you still have a chance at having grandkids,” Sho joked lightly.

“It’s not about that!” his father yelled. Sho’s smile disappeared, his eyebrows knit together in confusion and anger. “What do you think will happen if this gets out? How much is on stake.”

“That’s what you’re afraid of? Never mind the fact that I’m happy, just don’t fuck up the family name?!” Sho shot back angrily earning a slap. They stared each other down before he noticed his mother looking over to where Aiba appeared. He looked like a lost child as he watched the scene before him.

“I-I’m sorry,” Aiba whispered. He bowed down, but Sho pulled him up.

“Don’t apologize. We haven’t done anything wrong.”

“It’ll be the end of everything! You’re career, our reputation-” his father yelled.

“What about it? What about you’re reputation? You should at least be supportive!”

“Oh I’ve been supportive. I’ve support you’re decision to stay home and act like a child even though you’re 27 years old. I’ve supported you’re decision to join a fucking boy band!”

The room was quiet save for Aiba’s sniffling. Sho pulled him in for a hug rubbing his back. Aiba started crying harder making Sho’s eyes water as well.

“I’ll be leaving then,” Sho’s voice trembled. He took Aiba back to his room packing a bag full of clothes. He shoved things recklessly in it as his tears slipped down his cheeks. Aiba watched as his once calm lover struggled to zip up the bag before throwing it on the floor. Sho covered his face with his hands and broke down. Aiba quickly rushed to his side and held him close.

“They’ll get over it soon,” he repeated trying to comfort him. “You still have me. I won’t leave you,” Aiba said looking Sho directly in his eyes. It took 40 minutes for Sho to finally calm down. There was a knock on the door and Sho’s mother entered.

“Sho?” she said in a small voice. He lift his head from Aiba’s lap and looked at her. Both of their eyes were red from crying. Sho got up and walked over to her where she hugged him tightly. “Give him a few days,” she said. Sho nodded and tightened his grip on her.

“I’ll be with Aiba for the time being.”

“Please don’t leave.”

“I can’t stay here with this kind of atmosphere.”

“You’ve done it before. Remember when we didn’t talk for a month,” she reasoned trying to make him stay. Sho chuckled softly and shook his head.

“But it wasn’t because you hated me for dating a man.”

“He doesn’t hate you.”

“But he’s disgusted.”

They stopped talking and stared at each other. “I’ll still support you. I’m just a little shaken up,” she smiled. Sho nodded and hugged her again before going back over to Aiba. The younger man gave her an acknowledging nod which she returned. She stayed there for a few more seconds watching her son rest his head on Aiba’s lap while he pat his hair.

Sho left his home that night and temporarily moved in with Aiba. He was unpacking his stuff while Aiba made food for both of them. They had dinner which was uncomfortably quiet. The younger man didn’t know what he could do. He didn’t want to bring up the topic again after it took so long to stop Sho’s tears.

After dinner they took a hot bath together, again in silence. Aiba sat behind Sho who was leaning against him and staring off into space. He kissed Sho’s shoulder where he marked him, silently saying that he loved him. Sho placed his left hand over Aiba’s which was resting on the tub. 20 minutes later they dried up and went straight to bed where Aiba spooned his lover who silently cried himself to sleep.
Present Day

Sho looked over at Aiba when he noticed him stirring. Aiba slowly blinked at him and smiled brightly. How could he manage to do such a task, Sho did not know. “Good morning,” Sho smiled.

“How long have you been up?” Aiba groaned stretching a little.

“An hour maybe.”

Aiba nodded and kissed Sho’s cheek. “Were you staring at me like a creep?” Aiba joked.

“Like you don’t do that,” Sho laughed. “No, actually I was thinking about the day my parents found out,” his voice getting serious. Aiba pouted wondering why he would think about such an unhappy moment. Especially since it was just recently resolved. After two and a half months of Sho living with him, his father gave him a call to apologize. Well it wasn’t a direct ‘I’m sorry’ it was more along the lines of ‘The family is planning on going to Hokkaido. Want to come?’


“I don’t know. Maybe because the way you looked like when you were sleeping. I remember that was the last thing I saw before falling asleep and waking up to my brother staring at us,” Sho shrugged.

“Are you going to move back soon?” Aiba asked. Even though his parents were coming to terms with the fact that they were dating, Sho has yet to leave Aiba’s place.

“Maybe today or something,” Sho answered sadly. He had gotten used to living somewhat independently. He still sucked at cooking, but he was getting better. He even started cleaning after himself so the room wasn’t filled with clothes all over the place. Well the last part was because Aiba enforced it.

“You don’t want to leave do you?”

“No and yes,” Sho paused before continuing. “I do want to go home so it doesn’t feel like I’m holding a grudge. Yet, I don’t want to leave you. I know how much you’ve enjoyed me staying here with you.”

Aiba remained silent. He didn’t want to be greedy and say he wanted him to stay, but that was exactly how he felt. He was fine when Sho would sleep over for a few nights and go back home, but now that Sho was actually living with him he couldn’t help but get a lot more attached.

“You can go back home. I’ll be fine,” Aiba smiled. Sho pinched him making Aiba yelp.

“You gave me a fake smile,” Sho pouted.

“Well I suck at lying. You know that,” Aiba pouted right back. “But morally speaking, you should go back.” There was a short pause before Aiba spoke again. “I’ll miss waking up to Anpanman”

“Oi,” Sho laughed. Aiba giggled and gave him a peck on the lips.

“Let’s clean up” Aiba smiled.
Three months ago

Aiba waited until Sho fell asleep before slipping off into the bathroom. On his way there he took his cell phone with him and called his parent’s home. The phone rang for a bit before his mom picked up. “Hello?”

“Mom, it’s me,” he said keeping his voice down.

“Masaki-kun?” she said confused as to why he was calling at such a time.

“I’m in a bit of a problem.”

“What’s wrong?” her voice full of alert.

“Sho’s parents found out about us earlier today and he’s staying with me for a while.”

“Oh Masaki I’m sorry,” she said.

“I don’t know what to do,” his voice cracked. He wasn’t used to being the strong one when times get rough. “I don’t know what I can do for him,” he was barely coherent at this point.

“Shh, calm down,” his mother said in a soothing voice. “Don’t treat him like he’s unfortunate. Spend your time with him like you normally would. Keep him distracted so he’s not worried or thinking about the situation and wait until he is ready to talk about it,” she instructed.

“Okay,” he sniffled.

“Don’t cry, he’ll be alright.”


“How are you feeling?”

“Like this is all my fault, which it is.”

“No it’s not.”

“I shouldn’t have slept over and then nothing would have happened,” he hinted.

“Now you listen to me. It doesn’t matter if they caught you in the middle of sex, holding hands, or kissing. None of it would be your fault.”


“No, don’t blame yourself. You didn’t do anything wrong,” her stern voice said.

“How did you get over the fact that…I’m…or...” he still didn’t know his own situation. He loved Sho more than anything, but he wasn’t sure if he was gay or bi.

“It’s about love isn’t it? That’s how I saw it, ‘Masaki was in love with Sho-kun' and who am I to stop it or get mad,”

“Was dad okay with it?”

“Not really, but he saw it my way when he thought about it. I think he was just in shock as well.”

They were quiet for a while before Aiba heard movement from outside the door. “I should get going now. Thank you for helping me.”

“Just remember don’t treat him like he’s made of glass okay.”

“Alright. Love you, good night.”

“Love you too. Night.”

They hung up and Aiba went back to his room to find Sho writing in a notebook. Aiba smiled at him crawled into bed.

“What are you writing?” he asked innocently.

“Lyrics,” Sho murmured. He wrote a few more things down before closing the book and placing it on the bedside table. He turned off the lamp and laid his head on Aiba’s chest. It didn’t take long for both to fall asleep.
Present Day

Aiba had Sho against the wall of the shower biting and sucking down his chest. Sho moaned and grabbed his jaw to kiss him. It was so forceful their teeth clicked together. Aiba slipped his hand between them and gripped both cocks, stroking them. Sho moaned in his mouth, his hips jerking up for more. Aiba moved his hand faster loving that Sho was whimpering now.

“Stop,” Sho groaned. Aiba stopped and licked the shell of his ear. Sho switched their positions so that the other man was now against the wall and got down on his knees. He took him into his mouth, swirling his tongue along the head.

“Ah, Sho,” Aiba’s raspy voice moaned. Sho hummed around the hard member while jerking it off as well. The younger man’s stomach trembled as he felt himself already getting close to coming. Sho removed his lips with an audible pop and stood back up.

“Let’s finish this somewhere else,” Sho whispered above his lips. Aiba nodded turning the water off and drying themselves a little with a towel before rushing off into the bedroom.

Aiba was soon on top of Sho, moving up and down on his hard cock. Sho was jerking him off with one hand and gripping his hip with the other. Aiba cried out as the rapper thumbed the head spreading the liquid that was pooling there.

“Fuck,” Aiba whimpered unable to keep his rhythm up anymore.

“Not yet,” Sho said grabbing both hips now and thrusting up into him. The rapper changed their position so he was above Aiba and angled himself so he was thrusting at the man’s prostate. Crying out, Aiba came on his stomach, clenching Sho tightly.

“Come for me,” Aiba moaned egging Sho’s orgasm on. With a few more hard thrusts Sho came, Aiba’s name rolling off his tongue.


“Mmm?” Sho moaned sucking on his neck, marking him.

“Love you.”

“Me too.”

Aiba remained under Sho running his fingers down his back staring at the ceiling fan.
Two months ago

Sho and Aiba were in the dressing room kissing on the couch. They arrived earlier than usual just to be alone for the few extra 20 minutes. “We don’t have much time. Matsujun will be coming soon,” Aiba moaned as Sho rubbed the front of his pants.

“We do if we make it fast,” Sho whispered while unbuckling their belts. Aiba giggled and pulled his pants down and getting on his knees in front of the couch to remove Sho’s jeans. He sucked on the head of Sho’s cock once it was exposed as he fumbled in his bag for a condom and lube. “Masaki, hurry,” Sho gasped.

“Hold on, hold on,” Aiba mumbled around the head. When he retrieved the two items Sho quickly got behind him, slipping the lube covered condom on and thrust into his awaiting boyfriend. “Ahh,” Aiba whimpered grabbing at the cushions. Sho held onto his hips and pounded into the warm hole. He had to cover Aiba’s mouth to stop him crying out loud. He pushed in deeper, moving harder and faster causing Aiba’s muffled moans to increase in volume.

“I’m coming,” Sho groaned hitting Aiba’s prostate dead on. Aiba let out a muffled ‘Sho-chan’ as he came on the floor. A couple of seconds later Sho came. Right when they were done fixing themselves and the room up, Matsujun walked in.
Present Day

It was approaching 7pm and Sho and Aiba were done packing away Sho’s things. Aiba sat on his bed and sighed heavily. He didn’t want Sho to leave, but couldn’t keep him here forever.

“I’m not leaving the country,” Sho laughed softly. Aiba nodded still staring at his hands. “Oi, look at me,” he whispered kneeling down before him and lifted his head. “I’m just going back home.”

“I know, I just wish you would stay…forever,” Aiba whispered.

“In a few years maybe. When Shu gets old enough to take care of the family,” Sho smiled. He kissed Aiba’s pouting lips laughing when Aiba didn’t respond back. “Stop being childish,” Sho laughed after failed attempts to get him to kiss back. Aiba smirked and hugged him inhaling his scent. “Let’s eat,” Sho said to which the younger man nodded. He didn’t let go of Sho, making him carry him to the kitchen.

Both of them made dinner together laughing at Sho’s lack of skill. “I though you said you were getting better?” Aiba giggled.

“I was. I guess I got bad again.”

“That can’t happen,” Aiba laughed harder. Sho threw a baby carrot at him continuing with his work. 10 minutes later they were eating dinner in front of the television watching some random action movie. Aiba planned on driving Sho back home around 8:30 so he was constantly looking at the time; Sho noticed. It was 30 minutes to 8:30 when Aiba got silent. Sho turned to him and poked his cheek.

“I should clean the dishes,” Aiba said sadly. He took their plates and walked off. Sho followed him and wrapped his arms around him. He didn’t say anything, he just held Aiba close as he cleaned the dishes. When he was done, Aiba didn’t turn around. “Ready?” he asked after a few minutes.

“No,” Sho murmured.

“Me either.”

“One more time?” Sho hinted.

“No,” Aiba responded sadly.

Sho chuckled softly and tightened his grip. “Let’s go then.” Aiba nodded and Sho let go of him, holding his hand as they went to get his bags to put them in the car.

They continued to hold hands in the car not saying anything really. Sho looked out the window as Aiba sped along the road. He rubbed his thumb across Aiba’s knuckles smiling when the hand squeezed tighter. At 9:46 they were in front of Sho’s house.

“Do they know you’re coming back today?”

“No, this is kind of a surprise.”

Aiba nodded his head not making a move to take Sho’s things out the backseat. “I’ll call you when I get home.”


“And let me know if everything really is okay at home, okay?”

“Alright,” Sho laughed. “Stop stalling.”

“Sorry, I’m just selfish. I want more time with you.”

“I know.”

Again neither made a move, until Sho slowly slipped his hand out of Aiba’s. He opened the door and took his bags out while Aiba remained in the car. Sho placed his stuff on the doorstep before going over to the driver side window. “I love you,” Aiba whispered after rolling the window down. Sho nodded and gave him a kiss.

“I love you too,” he said in between kisses. He stepped back and watched Aiba pull away then drive off. He smiled at the disappearing vehicle and marched up to his doorstep.

He rang the doorbell feeling nervous. As he waited he thought about his relationship with Aiba. He probably would have had an even tougher time trying to deal with his father’s reaction had he not been there with him. It had only been 4 months and Sho already knew he had a new world in his view; his life with Aiba.

The door opened and Sho exhaled. “I’m home,” he smiled.

Current Mood: touchedtouched
Current Music: New World in My View - King Britt
Momo: Shosstaremomof on October 6th, 2009 06:11 am (UTC)
You're still up or have just got up? Which is it? Sorry bout asking about the time AGAIN! But really, it's started to amuse me lol

Back to the story...


This is the end *sob* WHY? *sob* Okay, school works so can't help it! I'll be a matured Sakuraiba fan who can pull herself together even w/o Sakuraiba smuts *bite my lips* Ah, I can't do it :(((( J/K! I'm missing your writing already but school is really something big to deal with lol

Anyway, this last chapter is so cute! A lil bit of everything can complete this romance x"DDDD I like it how you can write down the whole situation from when Sho's parents still didn't approve of their relationship to when Sho came back home within just one chapter! If it were me, it'd take at least 3 chaps lol And you even managed to include the little but hot-as-ever smut and... Matsujun lol

This fic is a win! Really! Thanks for all the works! Keep it up! I'll be waiting until you have new stuff to share B-)

Bye-bye! I'll go take a nap now cuz I have classes tonight! Ah, school's been getting crazy lately T_T
cry1babycry1baby on October 6th, 2009 08:44 pm (UTC)
lol thanks for the comment. uh i believe when you sent me this i was still up (studying for a stupid test which i aced haha )

like i said my updates wont be as frequent and they may only be drabbles or one shots. until i have a lot more time to write out my next multichap.

saku-chan: scarfsaku062 on October 6th, 2009 09:25 am (UTC)
Oooohhhh this is so sad! ;_;
Sho's father is really mean! What's the problem if you love a man or a woman (except that you can't have children...) Love isn't just for a couple consisted of a man and a woman è____é

A good story anyway! Too bad is already over ;___; I loved it!
I'm waiting for your next work ^^

Good luck with school!
cry1babycry1baby on October 6th, 2009 08:46 pm (UTC)
i agree so much. love has no boundaries lol

thanks for the comment, it is sad the end has come. i'm glad you loved it.

thanks for the school work comment too lol i need it

Aya-chiisyri_chii on October 6th, 2009 09:56 am (UTC)
I'm gonna miss this..

The ending is AHhahHAhHAhA..

*another incoherent comment, i suppose. Geez, what's wrong with me??

But don't worry, I totally love it, this fic..

good luck in your school..^^
cry1babycry1baby on October 6th, 2009 08:46 pm (UTC)
lol i totally understood what you meant lol.

thanks for enjoying it. feel free to re-read until you cant stand it lol.

maibachanmaibachan on October 6th, 2009 12:26 pm (UTC)
Why does it have to end!?!?! Why!?!?!

I know that technically I can't force people into writing...but it would have been awesome if this had gone FOREVER!!! :P

Where am I going to get my Sakuraiba fix from now!!!

thank you for such a wonderful story!!

I look forward to reading more fo your stuff in the future!! ^__^
cry1babycry1baby on October 6th, 2009 08:48 pm (UTC)
lol i sorry *runs away*

I'll probably be updating drabbles and oneshots and i'm sure there will be some Sakuraiba ones. So you will be able to get your fixes.

Hope you enjoy my future releases

Oh and thanks for liking my story and for the comments

yamashoyamasho on October 6th, 2009 01:04 pm (UTC)
read it and it awesome
but i cant open/read chapter 9
cry1babycry1baby on October 6th, 2009 08:49 pm (UTC)
huh that's strange. And i didn't change the formate or anything cause i suck at that lol.

thanks for the comment

shoaichoushoaichou on October 6th, 2009 01:23 pm (UTC)
Finally Sakuraiba couple ends happy^^
So glad they have a normal couple life.
I always think it's a true story about them
esp. the smut scene xD

I really love this fic :3

Thanks for writing all the good works
I will certainly wait for your next fics
(hope sakuraiba again ne =^^=)

Have a nice school life! :)
cry1babycry1baby on October 6th, 2009 08:56 pm (UTC)
Lol i know finally. The smut scenes were real tho..

really playing out in my head that is (^o^)/

thanks for liking the fic, i will come out with some sakuraiba drabbles and oneshots in the future so matte ne lol.

thanks for the school comment as well

masakichi: Bustedmasakichi on October 7th, 2009 05:20 am (UTC)
It's final already??
Oh, I'm gonna miss this fic...
I really didn't expect the ending would be like this...this is sweet XD

he already knew he had a new world in his view; his life with Aiba. ---> I really like this line^^

I was just talking about this fic with zukko, and a few minutes after that I saw this fic....I thought 'ah, unmei XD'

well, now that this is over....I'm waiting for your next work XD
cry1babycry1baby on October 7th, 2009 06:48 am (UTC)
thanks for enjoying it...and talking about it *blush*

londynalondyna on October 9th, 2009 11:05 am (UTC)
Oh no it's over... but with a happy ending! yeah! \(^.^)/

I was thinking that after Chapter 9 there would be the angst part but you surprised me...

I miss already this fic and I think I'll get right to read it again ^^

*run to read*
cry1babycry1baby on October 9th, 2009 05:25 pm (UTC)
lol yea i flipped the script. Thanks for reading and apparently re-reading *peeks*

壊れる世界: 常陸院光kowareru_sekai on October 9th, 2009 04:13 pm (UTC)
So it ended! I'm sad but happy at the same time (^_^;)
I liked this final chapter. The last part... it made me want to scream "WELCOME HOME, SHO!!!" LOL XD

Thank you for sharing this beautiful fic (^o^)/
cry1babycry1baby on October 9th, 2009 05:22 pm (UTC)
lol thank you for reading and enjoying it

mmt ♥ just that...: KAZUusermmt on October 18th, 2009 01:50 pm (UTC)
OMG I just found your lj and read all of your fics and got to say this is one of my favorits,oh sakuraiba raburabu is soooo cute.
I really like it that you tried to make the fic as real as possible cause it makes my brain scream "I can totatly see this happening" (I'm such a pervert). it's just wasome and you wrote it beautifully ... just perfect!
Keep up the great work, can't wait to see more and more arashi raburabu ^_^
cry1babycry1baby on October 18th, 2009 07:06 pm (UTC)
thank you very much. i like to add some realism in my fics (but i do venture into AU type stuff too).

siuyeebshosiuyeebsho on November 10th, 2009 09:50 am (UTC)
great ending - so supportive of aiba's mum ~
you should definately continue this when u have time ~
musosurumusosuru on November 11th, 2009 03:03 am (UTC)
wow, it's over O_o i mean, i read it all through in only a day or two but it just can't be over XDD
cry1babycry1baby on November 11th, 2009 03:31 am (UTC)
lol thanks for reading. i may take up on the suggestions of making a sequel not too sure don't want to ruin something good

deelovesryo: Aiba-Jun gotchadeelovesryo on September 2nd, 2010 11:59 pm (UTC)
Ooooh! such a great series again! <3<3<3
I read first "Just a Phase" so this is like the prequel to me, lol, so happy to read how Aiba and Sho got together.
I like a lot your style, it seems so real and touching and hot...smut with feelings, there is nothing better!
love you, I'm going to read now "Living Single".
BTW write always about Aiba because you excel at it, lol, that sounds like a request and not a praise *biased mind at command* XDDD
cry1babycry1baby on September 3rd, 2010 01:53 am (UTC)
haha yeah when you think about it, i kinda could be a prequel to how they got together haha

aw~ thanks ^^

^_^ thanks for liking my stuff to keep on reading them [along with my typos hahaha]

haha i'll keep that in mind that i tend to write better when it's about Aiba XDD

ann0510ann0510 on November 9th, 2010 09:38 am (UTC)
I finally read this series...
i enjoyed it, it seemed quite natural, like the way it began with denial and parents rejection and acceptance and all ^_^

the best part i must say in this chapter was the quickie before matsujun entered . LOL!

i really do enjoy your writings.XD
cry1babycry1baby on November 9th, 2010 04:44 pm (UTC)
haha i just edited it like two weeks ago to fix the horrendous typos i had...there's probably some still in there but not as drastic as before lol

LOL it was such a short scene xD

^o^ thanks hun~

Karasu Fictiontetenanii on November 11th, 2010 01:46 am (UTC)
wow! so good! ending is so... sudden O_O but good :)


Enjoyed it! *going to make pizza for lunch*
cry1babycry1baby on November 11th, 2010 02:10 am (UTC)
^o^ glad you liked it

*pouts* i could use some pizza *looks at crappy dinner*